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May 03, 2006 20:05

Well everything has completely changed.

LJR & JNE are no longer together. thats been old news.
I have a secret that not many know. i love it.♥
New boy but who knows where this will go. ill always have
a thing for the 2. just because they have those special
things over everyone else. i mean secrets are fun, but not.

Im proud of the change since me & LJR brokeup.
[+] Im more confident.
[+] Ive gotten tan, really tan, i love it.
[+] Ive lost 10 pounds. what what?!
[+] Im happy with myself more, although i still kind of hurt.
[+] Ive been less of a bitch to those who dont deserve it.
[+] Learning to channel my anger in the right direction.
[+] Partying more, makin more fun.
[+] Meeting my tittie taa. i love her, shes a great friend.
[+] Running back into alley, shes amazing as well.

Overall im doing a little better.
This year has been a pretty scary rollercoaster.
I guess im just learning to catch lifes curveballs?
Since my junior year is almost over, im pretty happy with myself.

[+/-] Ive gone through plenty friends like tissues.
[-] I lost someone really important to me,
i wish i had the chance to fix the wrongs between us before he left.
[+] My adorable little sister Stephanie joined the family,
& guess what?! anothers on the way. theres a doOzy.
[+/-] Fixing stuff with my dad, kind of. Its been rough.
[++] My favorite, hes amazing. We've had a tough friendship this year.
Im suprised he still deals with me. but hes an amazing dude, friend & all the +'s.

Im Happy. & i havent been able to say that in a while. @ least honestly.
I mean sure, im not totally 100% happy. but i havent been like this in a while.
Change is goOd, right?


BoOty BoO
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