i dont get it!
Seriously idk what is up lately, a lot of weird things have been happening.
Today I found out that my ex is moving up to orlando. I don't know if it's a fucking right of passage after dating me or something that you have to live in orlando, all of them have done it. I know I have only had three bf's in my life but damn im starting to wonder how there are so many of the same person on the planet, and how I keep finding them all!!
Idk I guess these things keep me amused.(i hope they keep whoever is reading this amused also)
well lets recap on what has been going on...dont get excited b/c its nothing interesting.
pause :thinking:
well lets see...school, work, and kickboxing is really all that has been involved in my life lately. I have been scarily(is that a word?) routine for the first time in my life. I always thought of myself as anti-routine but ironically i feel happier and more like myself than I have in a long time.
I think this is the first time in a long time that im really okay. I think being single is the best thing for me, i really didnt know who i was or what i wanted in my last relationship and I am glad that I ended it. It was the best thing for the both of us.
When i heard that christian was moving to orlando I was happy for him. From what I hear he has really straightened out his life. That makes me really happy...he deserves to be happy and have a good life. Moving away from here is definately the best thing for him and I am glad he is doing it. It wasn't the most amicable of break ups but i think we both know that the other one wants the best for the other. At least I hope he knows I want the best for him. He was my best friend...i just want both of us to be happy even tho it can't be with each other.
wow this shit turned sentimental real quick! God bless!
BYE!
Today I found out that my ex is moving up to orlando. I don't know if it's a fucking right of passage after dating me or something that you have to live in orlando, all of them have done it. I know I have only had three bf's in my life but damn im starting to wonder how there are so many of the same person on the planet, and how I keep finding them all!!
Idk I guess these things keep me amused.(i hope they keep whoever is reading this amused also)
well lets recap on what has been going on...dont get excited b/c its nothing interesting.
pause :thinking:
well lets see...school, work, and kickboxing is really all that has been involved in my life lately. I have been scarily(is that a word?) routine for the first time in my life. I always thought of myself as anti-routine but ironically i feel happier and more like myself than I have in a long time.
I think this is the first time in a long time that im really okay. I think being single is the best thing for me, i really didnt know who i was or what i wanted in my last relationship and I am glad that I ended it. It was the best thing for the both of us.
When i heard that christian was moving to orlando I was happy for him. From what I hear he has really straightened out his life. That makes me really happy...he deserves to be happy and have a good life. Moving away from here is definately the best thing for him and I am glad he is doing it. It wasn't the most amicable of break ups but i think we both know that the other one wants the best for the other. At least I hope he knows I want the best for him. He was my best friend...i just want both of us to be happy even tho it can't be with each other.
wow this shit turned sentimental real quick! God bless!
BYE!