YEAH YOU TAKE BUT YOU TAKE TO MUCH
so yeah. i havent updated in FOREVER..so LETS THINK..yesturday was shawna and matts wedding it was LOTS OF FUN. man o man it went by super fast but aw man it was fun..and i think im back to like me "depressed" type stage were im not..but i think about things and it makes me really sad. and it makes it worse cuase the boy that i like WILL NEVER like me and when i say that i really mean it like i dont know and that bothers me..and i dont have anything to look forward to really and i hate school and im just complaining now..but i can do waht i want..cause you dont have to read this if you dont want its your choice cause YEAH..and then like yeah im really tired but i cant sleep..and i REALLY dont want to go to school monday like ugh i hate it so much i dont think it would be as bad if i didnt have to see like people..lmao YES PEOPLE..i dont know and i dont start my day off very good with english cause she is a fucking bitch and i could like bust a cap on her ass. if i like wasnt affraid of being yelled at lmao cause i hate being yelled at thats why im a good kid. and im super tired now so i ramble on..so me amanda and marla did something tonight we got like butterfly effect and chips and salsa..even tho i dont have to eat cuase basicly now my body could live off the fat that i already have for like 2 years..yeah it upsets me too i just feel bad for the people that have to look at me. and yeah..speaking of fat lmao holy's fat but shes having puppies so she has a cute excuse lmao..and i dont really no what else to say IM OUT.