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I went to the psychiatrist yesterday and he gave me some Xanax for my anxiety attacks. What a sucker. Now I'm on like 50 different medications. They put me back on prozac. This pill I only have to take once a week though. And i got some more seroquel. Which is all i really care about. I need my seroquel to sleep.
I've been having some fucked up dreams lately. A lot about brandon. I never thought I could miss him this much until he was gone forever. I would do anything to go back in time just to say I'm sorry to him. This is why i don't let stupid drama shit ruin friendships anymore. Because you never know when that person could be ripped away from your life forever and you will always have that feeling in the pit of your stomach of regret, wishing you could have said goodbye.
On a better note. Only one more month until me and Ashley go to Ohio. I'm so excited. It will be a blast.
I've been having some fucked up dreams lately. A lot about brandon. I never thought I could miss him this much until he was gone forever. I would do anything to go back in time just to say I'm sorry to him. This is why i don't let stupid drama shit ruin friendships anymore. Because you never know when that person could be ripped away from your life forever and you will always have that feeling in the pit of your stomach of regret, wishing you could have said goodbye.
On a better note. Only one more month until me and Ashley go to Ohio. I'm so excited. It will be a blast.