UpDaTe!!
i haven updated in forever. so i think im going to clue everyone in now. okay? okay!
- everything in my life was going to hell! i hated everyone and everything. i was stressed and cried almost every single day! but im finally doing better. i realized i dont need people. its pathetic!
- david and i had our ups and downs, and were fighting alot, i thought we were about to break up to be honest, but in the end i learned one thing. he loves me and i love him, and thats all we need from each other. we've been perfect and im thankful for it. we havent had any fights or anything. im very glad <3
- i haddd the perfect bestfriends until we let something dumb come between us and now its pretty much fucked up. i honestly do not care at the moment though, because i went through that stage where i let people walk all over me in 8th grade, and frankly im not about to start doing it again. so i really dont care. its old news.
- my mom and i are getting to be really close, and i love it. i dont know what changed but i feel like i can open up to her, something is just pulling me closer and closer to her and i LOVE itt!
- amanda and i.. well.. arent amanda and i. things are different, we are diffrent. it doesnt bother me as much as it did. i guess im getting used to her not being around anymore. there are times i miss her like hell, but no matter what i know that nothing will be the same. it hurts, but what can i do.. its life.
- so i pretty much am out of a job right now. i dont work at subway, and im currently waiting on the status of a few jobs. so we will see what happens in the near future.
- december 14th is the "the night 89x stole christmas" concert and my baby and i have tickets. i can not wait. its is deff going to be amazinggg
- december 201th or 21st were going to davids grandfathers upnorth for a couple days <3 we'll be back christmas eve just in time to spend the holidays with eachother and each others familys <3
- wednesday. night was pretty fun.i went to davids and we watched movies with zachery!!
-thursday i picked david u @12 and spent the whole day wiht him, we went to my grandmothers to see my cousin, and ate dinner there, we went back to davids around 7 and played cards and games with his family, and then he came and spent the night.
- friday david went to work then came back over after, and we went to his hosue and played cards with people and watched moveis, i spent the night there..
and today im going to pick him up around 2, and were going to hang out here and watch a movei or something until we go to my aunts.