December, December, December.
Well... in about three hours.. we'll be in our last month of Two Thousand and Five. How weird..? Well tomorrow is obviously the first, which would make it my one month with Greg?? Hahaha what a shit hole this is. I never talk to him, never see him, so really... why am I with him? I know I like him, I know I wanna be with him, and I'm kinda starting to trust that he feels the same way, but I definitely have my doubts. I hate that he's always working, always busy, doesn't really have time for me, or anyone else, for that matter. I don't wanna sit around thinking about him all the time, it sucks. Plusss, I like someone else, so "being with him" is kind of a mess. But at least I have someone that I can see every day and truly makes me happy, no matter what happens (unless we stop talking, of course). So... I still have a smile on my face... but it better last for a while.
maddlovehoes♥
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