Sep 20, 2005 19:36
Well let me just say, cheer has been GORGEOUS lately. I keep hurting everyone that's around me. What can I say, I'm big, I have long arms, and I feel like a twelve year old going through puberty- I'M AWKWARD, OKAY?? Sorry. But I'm honestly trying my best and it's just not good enough. Marni seems beyond pissed at me, with good reason, but it still sucks, and I don't know what to do. Part of me wants to keep trying until I get it, but part of me is like "Fuck it, switch me outtttt." Ehh.
Enough about that.
Uhm, not too much has been going on besides that. Homecoming is getting closer and closer, and now four groups have invited me to go with them. I made my decision today, but it's might not work because I have to be home at 11:30??? Wtf. If I find a good enough reason maybe I can stay out later. But that'll be like 12. And then... if I get a date (I'm working on it, he said he might come) I don't know what's gonna happen. Ohhhhhhh well.
I don't know what to do about anything right now.
How fabulous.