*Now A Days*
hey everyone.. been a long time since i've written in this thing. kinda miss it.. lifes been gay right now..
me and kyle broke up and hes dating some girl from Trenton (wonder how thats going to work out). dont really care about him anymore..
at work. i got hit on by some guy that works at A&W. he was really nice and really funny. and then he gave me and Keila extra chicken strips and fries .Te He. after work on friday (which i worked 1-9:30.). i was supposed to go to John's soccer game. but i didnt get home in time. so i just went home and chilled.
saturday i went to the LHS swim relays with Mr and Mrs. Kirschke and Kaitlyn. in which the boys won it!. congrats. then i went back to Karls with Kaitlyn and the Kirschkes. and then around 5. Me, Kaitlyn, Karl, Joe, Lindsay, and Matt went to Joe Dumars. *HAD A BLAST*. One guy that worked there was really nice, and really cute. He was just the kind of guy that you could hang and have a blast with. My sister was going to get his number before we left. but i ran ahead, cuz i was nervous. Then we all went back to my house and called Kristen over. We watched Wedding Crashers, before Joe, Karl, and Kaitlyn had to leave. Then when they left Me, Kristen, Matt, and Lindsay watched Deuce Bigalo European Gigalo. Then i took Kristen home around 12. and came home and cried before i went to bed, since i didnt get time to do it during the day.
today (Sunday). woke up around 10. went online. called into work to see what time i worked. got into a fight with Dougie, well not really, I just kicked him and he punched me. And i was already emotional because of what i found out. Then I went into my room and cried until 12. Got into the shower. then got ready for work. worked with LeeAnn from 1-6. Talked with her, and actually got some good advice, which i'm going to take. =D. and hopefully it works, and if it doesnt, then i get $50!. te he. !. then i came home, found out some more bad news. and called my mom to tell her to get home fast, cried for another hour. and then went to Big Boy with my sister and my mom. Had fun there, funny stuffs, talked about stuff that was bothering me, and hopefully i can get thru it. And my mom told me that i should get transfered out of my 4th Hour Biology, because it sucks in there. But i cant because there are not open classes for any hour. which stinks. But i wish there was, because its a total disaster in that class, and i dont even need it. but oh well, i can stick thru it. only 20 more weeks of school left, with out including breaks, and including weekends. so i can get thru it..
i am an emotional wreck right now. and hopefully i'll make it thru it, in one piece. lmao. i've been called a crazy person, a bitch, a psycho, told i have no friends that they are only being nice to me because i am going to committ suicide, *dont know where that came from because i never even thought about killing myself, i just think its stupid*. told that i'm annoyed and stupid, and that i'm a loser.. sweet life eh, and its all by the same person, go figure. oh well. dont really care.
*And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,
Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of yesterday,
In a moment, everything can change.*
--wonderful words of Hilary Ann Duff--