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oh man....so im like killing myself studying for the stupid AP...but im prettyy happy overall...i dont know, ive been talking to a few people that i havent talked to in forevvveeerr...its goodstuff. i cant wait til college...til i get to leave this place..and go far far away. ive made so many different plans in the last three years..its ridiculous. and i honestly believed that they would happen...hell, i thought the ones i made a month ago would happen. but ppl have ways of convincing me that they wont. so thats just somethign i have to get used to, and its not easy...at all. its killing me, becuase for the first time, i believed it all. but yea, shit happens..i guess...i just cant wait for this year to finish..then for summer to finish, so i can start on my college stuff, deal with that...and then get the hell out of here...but first i gotta figure out where...ugh