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i joined the gym a few days ago...going there has been kickass....like, i feel really good after. this vacation has been going pretty decent so far. adn i dont want that to change...i cant help but read everyone else livejournals, and listen to other ppl talk to me about something being wrong, or things changing, or things not being how they used to be. and i guess i get more scared after every time i read them or listen to a story, scared that things might change like that for me...like it usually does, its always happened that way...and i dont want it to happen again....but i dont see a reason for it to do so. i really dont. i love you<3