a million and one
thoughts in my head today. its the one thing i hate about being home alone... doing nothing. i think entirly to much. about lost friends... and all that kind astuff. makes me all sad. last ngiht was a lot of fun. just chillen with david,ish, and steph. and last night also made me realize a lot of things about people. why do i care so much about people who dont give ashit about me. if they did maybe they'd call me once in awhile... so w/e. im done trying. sad that ive given up on you. i really thought maybe it would go back to the way it was.but theres nothing left i guess. nothing ot work out. left things silent for to long. well i hope you have a nice life. anyhow... im starting to lose my chub. i think if i start going ot the gym agian it will be gone in no time. proms gunna be fun. i thinki found the dress i want.. so i just have ot get it made. im sort of undesided between two. and i already know how my hair will be so im not worried... make up of course ill do myself. maybe even have ann will let me make all custom colors,that would be so awesome! i feel like excersing, so i think i might go to the gym right now...