anyone, anyone
day 4 is over. i am all done tomorrow. my feet have all sorts of nice things growing on them now, mainly, blisters. i have a few bruises though...awesome. well i'm kinda feeling sorry for myself right now i guess. i'm not sure why, well i do know why but i don't know. i mean i really can't complain, things that are going on with me aren't bad. i guess im just kinda bummed that i dont hear from anyone anymore. like its almost been a week and i havent talked to any of my friends. granted, i have been quite busy this week, but still sometimes its nice to get a phone call asking you to hang out even if they know you can't. and of course i can obviously call people too. so thats probably part of the problem. but it is nice to be included sometimes. i dont even know. and part of the reason im feeling sorry for myself is that my best friend is leaving in a few weeks. as weird as it sounds, i consider him one of the best friends i have ever had. and i have never kept/had the same best friend for years and years growing up. and you know when your little and your best friend moves away? well this is kinda how it is. except i hope it doesnt turn out like that scenario, bc most people grow apart in time. i don't want that for us, bc i think if that happened that would be the worst thing-losing the friendship aspect. i would miss that a lot. i don't know. i'm not making much sense.