*!~From The HearT~!*
Hey all. . . Lots of shit so little time. . . No words can explain whats happening. Feelings mixed up, no idea how to deal. . . What to do? All these thoughts in my head. . . Im discrated from the world itself and I no longer care about the things I thought were the most important. . . ConFusIon, Lots of it actually. . . Help me carry on, show me its okay to use my heart and not my eyes. . . I dunno even know the thoughts that I actually write down or type... Constant regret and screaming,bleeding, pain, sorrow, forgivness? All ends in a question awaiting an answer. No sleep, No nitemares. . . But when I do sleep the ideas and things I see kills me, its horror, , , Horror I cant explain, images that I cant show with words. . . whats happening to me. . . One day Im crossing the street the next Im lying in a coffin in the groung! . . . My soul crys for delverience. . . Will I b denied? CrIs! Tourniqet, My SuiCide!?!?! Its all down here from here. . . I try to get the truth but I all I hear r lies :-/ . . . No more comments no more love no more me no more u. . . forget it. . . luv u i think. . . I guess this is Good-Bye