. . .Deserted. . .
WoW! I woke up at 7:00 in the morning again!! And this morning I woke up to screaming. . .Im always doing sumthing wrong with my mom. . .Godd she is sucha bitch sumtimes. ..I understand that my sister is sick and all but god damn she dont need to yell at me about it! All I do is get lecured here...I feel really deserted by like everyoen except my boifriend! But o0o well whatever Im just not happy at all! I thought I was but Im not !!! I dunno what do do nemore
. . .Im supposed to call Cubby at ten to wake him up but I dunno if imma be able to and now,once again, I gotta go to my fucking grandmas house!!!! Ugh!! This sucks so much and all I do is get yelled at there!!! GrRaRr! This is such crap! I mean at least when Im home I have sumthing else to do besides sit on my ass on the computer ALL FUCKING DAY! OmG imma go insane fur real!
NEW POEM: "No ones There"
God damn here I go
I’m totally insane
Too many people
With a face and a name
So much to remember
When I just wanna forget
So much shit
That I seem to regret
I got a guy who loves me
But not a single friend who cares
When they need help
Im the one whos always there
But no! When I am crying
No one answers my screams
And when I’m broken down
And tearing at the seams
No one stiches me up
No one cares to look
I just sit in horror
Like a page outta a book
I need to find my place
I need to know whats right
I need to get myself together
I must find my own light
Becuz I have no one here
No one To help or guide
So I just sit here alone
Crying and Dying inside