. . .To My friends. . .
I dont have Writers block nemore. . .I wrote Two More poems today. . .enjoy
<3
"Forgotten"
Theres nothing left for me now
Theres nothing left to say
Theres just the lonliness inside me
Theres just another day
I wish It was all better
I wish It was okay
But Its not so I guess I'll suffer
And stop thinking about yesterday
I have no one left now
I'm all alone in my head
My only friends deserted me
And I forgot what u said
I'm in love with a guy now
Hes great and he loves me too
But things arent the same
If I cant tell these things to you
I'm crying and I cant stop
I think these are endless tears
I miss you My best friend
With you, we conquered fears
Why have you left me
Why dont you ever call
Why am I so alone now
Wheres the meaning for this all?
"Alone"
My head aches
My heart breaks
I’m so alone
Theres no phone
I bleed for my fun
And hate my only one
And cry every night
And never know wrong from right
But that’s okay because I don’t care
Because you don’t care, Damn life isn’t fair
He broke my heart
And then tore it apart
And now I’m lying on the floor
The blood from my wrists flow to the door
And no one hears my piercing screams
And nothing in life is quite how it seems
"Broken?"
Day break and I'm breaking,
From a sharp pain that is aching,
Like a bullet in my blood.
Starts just as I'm waking,
From my heart to feet I'm shaking,
Every day without you is like a knife inside my heart.
Night fall and I'm falling,
Into tears that now are calling,
Like a fire inside my soul.
So it begins and its never ending,
And I hope that my heart is sending,
All my love to stain on you.
18 days and counting,
Since your last touch, now I'm wanting,
Just a minute so we can mend.
But the minute isnt given yet,
My lips are burnt from tears I've wept,
Every day without you is like a knife inside my heart.
<3
"Forgotten"
Theres nothing left for me now
Theres nothing left to say
Theres just the lonliness inside me
Theres just another day
I wish It was all better
I wish It was okay
But Its not so I guess I'll suffer
And stop thinking about yesterday
I have no one left now
I'm all alone in my head
My only friends deserted me
And I forgot what u said
I'm in love with a guy now
Hes great and he loves me too
But things arent the same
If I cant tell these things to you
I'm crying and I cant stop
I think these are endless tears
I miss you My best friend
With you, we conquered fears
Why have you left me
Why dont you ever call
Why am I so alone now
Wheres the meaning for this all?
"Alone"
My head aches
My heart breaks
I’m so alone
Theres no phone
I bleed for my fun
And hate my only one
And cry every night
And never know wrong from right
But that’s okay because I don’t care
Because you don’t care, Damn life isn’t fair
He broke my heart
And then tore it apart
And now I’m lying on the floor
The blood from my wrists flow to the door
And no one hears my piercing screams
And nothing in life is quite how it seems
"Broken?"
Day break and I'm breaking,
From a sharp pain that is aching,
Like a bullet in my blood.
Starts just as I'm waking,
From my heart to feet I'm shaking,
Every day without you is like a knife inside my heart.
Night fall and I'm falling,
Into tears that now are calling,
Like a fire inside my soul.
So it begins and its never ending,
And I hope that my heart is sending,
All my love to stain on you.
18 days and counting,
Since your last touch, now I'm wanting,
Just a minute so we can mend.
But the minute isnt given yet,
My lips are burnt from tears I've wept,
Every day without you is like a knife inside my heart.