. . .Fighting. . .
OmG I cant wait to go to my dads house. . .My moms house sucks ass like furr totally. . .All her and chris do is fight godd damn! I know tonite I wont be able to sleep. . .I was in a great actually more then great, I was in a fantabulous mood until I got home today from camp...My godd they never get along so why stay together I personally think my moms using him becuz without him she is lonely and she dosent have ne money and then I would have to move to Idaho. . .Godd life is so confusing sometimes. . .Sometimes I wonder if it would be better if I moved somewhere away from here. . . .Like would ne one miss me, I mean I know they say they will but they just dont seem like they would I dunno I guess Ill never know until it happens huh? Yah but I would miss david so much! and Pat lol Pat is so funnie and Id miss My skaters and Melanie and I wouldnt see my dad a lot nemore which means no seeing david . . . Right now I have a headache becuz I have too many Ideas going through my head godd ::tear:: I miss david I cant wait to see him on Sunday and imma see the village man with him and it will so make me happier then I am now! I cant even write poems good nemore...They dont make ne sense...And I dont have neone to talk to so I dunno I wanna cry but I dont want to at the same time . . .o0o well Imma figure out sumthing...I always do. . .I just feel a little alone at the moment but whatever.......Today at camp I fainted...it was so weird...I got my pants dirrty lol...see I got myself laughing I think thats a good thing hehe...well if u think u can help me out plz do becuz I really have a headache form all this and Im hungry but I dont wanna eat becuz I feel really fat at the moment....so yah bYe ByE for now xoxo 143
Confused and Alone
~Rhiannon
Confused and Alone
~Rhiannon