Jan 18, 2009 02:56
So it has been a good five weeks since I have written anything on here. At all. Which is sad for me, cause one would think I'd have a lot to say. But really, I've had nothing to say for quite a while. Right now, it is about 2:56 a.m. and I can't sleep for anything. I'm literally wide awake and totally like 'la la la'. The issue is: I have soccer tomorrow, and usually a key component to playing well is to have a good nights sleep the night before. I guess I'm pretty screwed over for that as of this point. Really I would love to know what exactly is keeping me up, because really I've never just been awake like this before. -Sigh- Someone please tell me what is wrong with me. Like seriously am I stupid or something, or is my brain living in another world? Really it could possibly be both, made up worlds are the only ones that actually seem to be peaceful like ever. It's really like a fairy tale. Wouldn't we all just love to go live in a made up, fairy tale land. Where everything is going on way, there is no fights, there is no disagreements, we just get a long and that is the end of everything. That would be amazing right? Too bad most of that is in people's heads. So I really have no idea where I am going with this. I just really want James to text me back so I have something to do. I would call him, but that would be a) pathetic and b) I really don't want to wake the poor boy up. Hmm. I'll think of something to do, and start posting on here more.
<3 Maggie