spite, knowledge loneliness...good old fashioned angst
yea, angst
there are times when a certain loneliness consumes my mind set. when it does my body aches very literally, a physical manifestation of pain that no aspirin or tylenol will cure
its an odd thing for an intellectual perspective. to know so well that one is not alone yet to feel alone. to return home evening after evening having spent time with friends and then feel alone
although my closest friend has just moved away, not too far but far enough to make more infrequent our already infrequent meetings
on the other hand, maybe i just need some caffiene
there are times when a certain loneliness consumes my mind set. when it does my body aches very literally, a physical manifestation of pain that no aspirin or tylenol will cure
its an odd thing for an intellectual perspective. to know so well that one is not alone yet to feel alone. to return home evening after evening having spent time with friends and then feel alone
although my closest friend has just moved away, not too far but far enough to make more infrequent our already infrequent meetings
on the other hand, maybe i just need some caffiene