I ain't never looking back & that's a fact.
I am officially a junior, a JUNIOR in college. where does the time go? I still remember moving in my apartment, crying when my parents left me because I didn't know if I was able to handle being fully on my own. it went by in a blink of an eye..
college has had a great impact on me. I'm definitely not the same person I was in high school and I'm not sure if I like that or not. in high school, I loved it. I loved going to school, loved all my friends, and everything about it. I was happy all the time and didn't really have any big worries. college has made me grow up, a lot. as I sit here thinking about it now, I've matured a lot. I'm fully (well mostly) independent. I cook for myself, I clean after myself, I do my own laundry, I manage my own time. I do what I want and I decided for myself what's right and what's wrong.
this year, i have mixed emotions about. changes started right back in September and continued all the way through April. I've lost numerous friendships because I finally started seeing people's true colors and that's fine. I'd rather see them now and get rid of them. In the beginning, it used to really bother me (especially with my roommate) now I'm just numb towards it, I don't care anymore. moving out was so awkward because both of us knew we were so far past done. I'm glad she's living with some bitch I can't stand. I have no intentions of ever seeing them again in my life and I'm fine with that. I finally accept that concept. losing friendships has also allowed me to get closer with others. I have few people that I can really turn to but I'd rather have few true people than tons of fake ones. so I'm happy & feel so incredibly blessed that I'm close with the ones I trust. seeing my apartment completely empty and saying goodbye to everyone was really hard. most of us are moving onto University Park (!!!!!) but others are either transferring schools or staying behind in Middletown. next semester is going to be a big change and people are going to change anymore but I'm ready for it. I'm so excited to be living with Meng. I love that girl, more than anything and we're going to get so close.
summer has started and I really miss my friends at school. I'm back to curfews, rules, bitching, and fighting. lol. summer honestly hasn't been anything great but I want it to be. I'm sure things will turn around as more people come home.... FO GET YOUR ASS HOME NOW. I want this summer to be incredible. I need the shore & my sluts.
college has had a great impact on me. I'm definitely not the same person I was in high school and I'm not sure if I like that or not. in high school, I loved it. I loved going to school, loved all my friends, and everything about it. I was happy all the time and didn't really have any big worries. college has made me grow up, a lot. as I sit here thinking about it now, I've matured a lot. I'm fully (well mostly) independent. I cook for myself, I clean after myself, I do my own laundry, I manage my own time. I do what I want and I decided for myself what's right and what's wrong.
this year, i have mixed emotions about. changes started right back in September and continued all the way through April. I've lost numerous friendships because I finally started seeing people's true colors and that's fine. I'd rather see them now and get rid of them. In the beginning, it used to really bother me (especially with my roommate) now I'm just numb towards it, I don't care anymore. moving out was so awkward because both of us knew we were so far past done. I'm glad she's living with some bitch I can't stand. I have no intentions of ever seeing them again in my life and I'm fine with that. I finally accept that concept. losing friendships has also allowed me to get closer with others. I have few people that I can really turn to but I'd rather have few true people than tons of fake ones. so I'm happy & feel so incredibly blessed that I'm close with the ones I trust. seeing my apartment completely empty and saying goodbye to everyone was really hard. most of us are moving onto University Park (!!!!!) but others are either transferring schools or staying behind in Middletown. next semester is going to be a big change and people are going to change anymore but I'm ready for it. I'm so excited to be living with Meng. I love that girl, more than anything and we're going to get so close.
summer has started and I really miss my friends at school. I'm back to curfews, rules, bitching, and fighting. lol. summer honestly hasn't been anything great but I want it to be. I'm sure things will turn around as more people come home.... FO GET YOUR ASS HOME NOW. I want this summer to be incredible. I need the shore & my sluts.