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akgsdjhsa im so mad at my parents right now. i really almost feel like i hate them... but i know itd be wrong to say that.. they jsut give me absolutly NO freedom & NO privlages and dont trust me at all . last night i was allowed to go to the freshmen football game [first time so far this year] and was supposed to be home by 9. well im not blaming anoyone for this, but all i can say is my ride lied to me and i ended up staying for the whole jv game & didnt get home until 11. now im not allowed to go to any football games [or any other game @ school] for the rest of this year. i honestly think thats way too harsh for what happened. i cant even go to homecoming game. ill be surprised if my mom even lets me ride in katie/lindsays limo to homecoming. but right now i dont even care if i go to homecoming. also.. curfiew is getting more strict & for the next few weeks im completely grounded. all because of one stupid football game. getting older is supposed to come with more freedom and now all of mine is gone. ive never been in this much trouble.. and i jsut really think its ridiculous becuase i didnt even do anything bad!
ive been complaining alot about how much i hate school... but now i love going there and hate having to come home. i seriosuly have NO life because of this and i really dont think its fair. idk what im doing tomorrow but im not staying here. i seriously hate being around my parents now .. they think im like so bad but ive never broken any major rules. also my mom keeps complaining about how my school is so far away and its not fair that she should have to drive me to stuff there.. well i think its not fair to me that my whole life is being taken away because of ONE night that wasnt even a big deal . she keeps telling me to switch to estero because its so close to my house, but then i know she'd complain about me leaving IB. shes never going to be happy .
and tonight she acctually let me go to belltower.. but of course she had to stay there. it was going good though because she was out of the way and i was having a good time , but like always she ruined it in the end.
ok well.. i know you probably didnt read that whole thing and if you did you're probably thinking im being a bitch or something but if your mom was doing this to you you'd feel the same way. last year she let me do whatever i wasnt & she took me everywhere... but now she's taken away ALL of my freedom and ill be stuck at home for at least a few weeks + no more football games ever. idk ... maybe im overreacting ? but im so upset.. and i jsut really needed to write this to kid of vent . sorry ...