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wow. A lot has happened in my life since I last updated.
My views on life and music have drastically changed. I realized punk is fake and I now hate that type of music and all the people who try to be just like it. I am also trying to find God ... but ...
The biggest thing ... I was stabbed. I got into a fight with some punk kids in a parking lot and my friend Mark was with me but when the fighting started and the other 6 guys came along .... he ran away. I tried to stay and hold my own but I just couldnt do it. They kepy chanting "down with the hardcore kids" ... so basically they beat me just because of music. What is wrong with people. Well after about 10 minutes of getting the shit kicked out of me, one of the guys pulled a knife from his belt and slowly inserted it into my left side. I felt the blade go in but It didnt hit me what had happened. The pain was unbearable and they left me in that parking lot to die. At about 3:30 in the morning a Polic officer found me on the ground, surrounded in blood and drifint in and out of consciesnous (sp?). They took me to the hospital and it turns out the stab wound was a lot worse than I had thought. It grazed my liver and pancreas and punctured my large intestine. They told my mother that they werent sure if I was going to make it alive. I can honestly tell you I had never been that scare din my life. i would lay there in my bed everynight and just pray to God to give me the strength to go on. I dont know how I made it out but I did. God blessed me with another chance ... another chance to live life right. i no longer care about the little things in life. I live each day like its my last and I am so blessed to be alive today. They dont know who stabbed me and that means hes still out there and while that terrifies me ... Im not that worried because if he attempts to kill me again ... then Ill know its my time to be with God.
God bless you all.
My views on life and music have drastically changed. I realized punk is fake and I now hate that type of music and all the people who try to be just like it. I am also trying to find God ... but ...
The biggest thing ... I was stabbed. I got into a fight with some punk kids in a parking lot and my friend Mark was with me but when the fighting started and the other 6 guys came along .... he ran away. I tried to stay and hold my own but I just couldnt do it. They kepy chanting "down with the hardcore kids" ... so basically they beat me just because of music. What is wrong with people. Well after about 10 minutes of getting the shit kicked out of me, one of the guys pulled a knife from his belt and slowly inserted it into my left side. I felt the blade go in but It didnt hit me what had happened. The pain was unbearable and they left me in that parking lot to die. At about 3:30 in the morning a Polic officer found me on the ground, surrounded in blood and drifint in and out of consciesnous (sp?). They took me to the hospital and it turns out the stab wound was a lot worse than I had thought. It grazed my liver and pancreas and punctured my large intestine. They told my mother that they werent sure if I was going to make it alive. I can honestly tell you I had never been that scare din my life. i would lay there in my bed everynight and just pray to God to give me the strength to go on. I dont know how I made it out but I did. God blessed me with another chance ... another chance to live life right. i no longer care about the little things in life. I live each day like its my last and I am so blessed to be alive today. They dont know who stabbed me and that means hes still out there and while that terrifies me ... Im not that worried because if he attempts to kill me again ... then Ill know its my time to be with God.
God bless you all.