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ok so like about an hour ago i was bawling my eyes out and ready to give up on everything. jackie talked sum sence into me and made me feel so much better. basically she told me to make myself happy first. and talked sum sence into me about cameron. i love him and i know he loves me. weve had some problems but there in the past. he obviously cares about me and i care about him. im not ready to move on from him and i still want to be with him. if the time comes that i feel im ready to move on then thats just how its going to be. but until then im gunna be happy with him. people make mistakes and nobodys perfect and i understand that. i dont know whats going to happen in the future but right now at this moment i know i care alot about him. maybe i love him maybe i dont. im only 17 and i might think im in love but who knows. i have my whole life ahead of me and for now im just going to try and make myself happy. thank you jackie for helping me see this.i love you so much! alright im out now to write cam a letter.
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