this is life...sometimes u juss get reject-live w/ it
heyy so yeterday night was....interesting/good/horrible all at one...how so? ya this kid kamal likes me...like alot but i dont like him at ALL hes werid, and hes juss...kamal...idk this kid does not kno how to flirt idk wat the fuck is wrong w/ him but anyway hes tryin to talk to me and im juss like walkin away everytime w/ sam i kno its mean but its hard to explain i get a weird vibe around him and he makes me uncomfortable. I cant even be nice to him b/c hes so friggin weird so ya and his friend (jason...OMG) is talkin to me and shit and sayin like 'y dont u juss go and talk to him' im like tellin him i cant and im explain y and hes like tryin to hard to get me to talk to him.... now this is the jason who i havnt seen in 4 months and i havnt talked to him...hes the summer guy w/ all the history.. so this whole im like ya he hasnt talked to me in months and all we went thro he talkin to me about his friend(?) idk...but ya i like get upset b/c i told jason i odnt like him and their talkin to me all night and i dont wanan talk abou it so they tell kamal and hes realli pissed of and sad.. so wat am i supposed to juss go up to him flirt a lil mess around when i dont wanna? id think so its not fair to me so w.e- then other shit happened- that was the horrible part of the night
the best thing i have to say is seein jason_ hes juss... idk i think he got gorgeous(every1 but me thinks hes hot) and like when we liked each other he would never talk to me and then he comes up to me and talks to me i was juss blown away... but when we were talkin all the summer memories came back...and it wasnt good at all_ like im juss thinkin about everythin and startin to kinda..ya kno think hes amazing and shit and im juss like ya this isnt good, and im talkin to sam about it and i wasnt crayz aobut that- so at the end of the night were outside(btw were at the mall) and jason talks to me about it again and im like no i dont like him and he told me kamal like was smashin his head against the wall and glass im juss feelin like shit and alex is like dont worry about its not ur falut u dont like hima nd that stuff- so im w/ sam and will(<-- soo adorable i luv this kid to death) and im sayin how i kinda like jason and i told will aobut the summer and he gives me this werid ass look it was soo funny then i told alex and lis and alex was about to tell jason i grab alex's shirt and i like pull him toward me and it was amazing b/c he like fell on me and i had to catch him so he wouldnt fall on the ground- so ya alex is deff. gonna end up tellin jay
but we left the mall and we were talkin and kamal texts alex sayin 'game over' and everyones like aww and im like shut up. and i juss got so pissed- so i hate kamal and i dont even wanna be his friend b/c i kno he still likes me and ..no juss no
so thatnight was horrible but sam lis alex and will made it realli good for me...and also seein jason...ugh here it goes again
so ya i've got a busy day today- im goin to the caldwell fair thingy w/ mi madre- then mall w/ lyla liv and mar- then maybe dinner then mandees and a movie or somethin- i need this day after yesterday
well im outtie
PEACE!
LEAVE SOME COMMENTS BITCH!!!
the best thing i have to say is seein jason_ hes juss... idk i think he got gorgeous(every1 but me thinks hes hot) and like when we liked each other he would never talk to me and then he comes up to me and talks to me i was juss blown away... but when we were talkin all the summer memories came back...and it wasnt good at all_ like im juss thinkin about everythin and startin to kinda..ya kno think hes amazing and shit and im juss like ya this isnt good, and im talkin to sam about it and i wasnt crayz aobut that- so at the end of the night were outside(btw were at the mall) and jason talks to me about it again and im like no i dont like him and he told me kamal like was smashin his head against the wall and glass im juss feelin like shit and alex is like dont worry about its not ur falut u dont like hima nd that stuff- so im w/ sam and will(<-- soo adorable i luv this kid to death) and im sayin how i kinda like jason and i told will aobut the summer and he gives me this werid ass look it was soo funny then i told alex and lis and alex was about to tell jason i grab alex's shirt and i like pull him toward me and it was amazing b/c he like fell on me and i had to catch him so he wouldnt fall on the ground- so ya alex is deff. gonna end up tellin jay
but we left the mall and we were talkin and kamal texts alex sayin 'game over' and everyones like aww and im like shut up. and i juss got so pissed- so i hate kamal and i dont even wanna be his friend b/c i kno he still likes me and ..no juss no
so thatnight was horrible but sam lis alex and will made it realli good for me...and also seein jason...ugh here it goes again
so ya i've got a busy day today- im goin to the caldwell fair thingy w/ mi madre- then mall w/ lyla liv and mar- then maybe dinner then mandees and a movie or somethin- i need this day after yesterday
well im outtie
PEACE!
LEAVE SOME COMMENTS BITCH!!!