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Today in the kitchen my dad put his arm around me and jokingly called me his little pain in the ass. Most people would be like this makes you happy? but yeah it does. Those are probably the nicest words hes said to me since my grandfather died. Thats when my world began to fall apart. Probably 90 % of the fights in my family start with me or are because of me. I cant help it. I dont just sit back and take shit from anyone & maybe thats my problem? who knows. i just know that today was one of the worst nights of my life but its starting to get better.