whadduppp
Well, its been a while and I can most deffinetly say that lots have things have been happening lately that arent nessicarily the greatest but then again some great things have happend. First of all i'm still in love. Second of all im closer with my dad then i have ever been and last, i've realized i have one of the best friends around. I lost some, but then again i've made some. Some incredible things have happend within the past few months that i'll never forget. Most importantly, i've learned that i have always had what i wanted right in front of me all along, i used to find myself complaining and feeling down on myself and others. It took me so long to realize what i had. Im glad i found out before i lost it and it was gone forever. I also learned to never take things for granted, you never know what you have until its gone, but i got lucky this time and im not going to mess up again.
My grandparents kicked me out of their house for the rest of my time, they hate me i swear. Actually they just kicked me out again this morning and i was SLEEPING! i know i know wtf did i do this time? actually i did nothing. i have a pretty big mouth yes but thats not the point. the point is im a pretty hated person amongst my family. yep it sucks. My dad, zach and I moved back into our other house out by hudson, its pretty great. the only problem is that i have to wake up every morning before 5:30 just to go to my grandparents house to get ready for school. I dont have all of my stuff at my other house, therefore i have to go to my grandparents to get ready in the morning which blows because i dont have much time to sleep. Actually i still have trouble sleeping, thats a problem i need to have fixed. I just take tylenol pm for that but my dad says i cant keep taking them every night because it eats away your stomach liner or somethin like that idfk. i just have alot of stuff on my mind before i go to bed.
So Rachel and Tara and Stacy are pretty much my closest friends that i have anymore, we dont hang out much at all because of me being grounded and all, but i seriously love them to death.When i get ungrounded were gonna do some pretty fucked up shit an im excited as fuck to do it to. i just fuckin love bein an evil psyco bitch. rachel and tara both got suspended at the same time and i just about died. rachel just came back today when i seen her i gave her the biggest hug, and when tara comes back tomarrow im gonna give her one too! i missed them alot and when im ungrounded im gonna hang out with them more hehe =]
You fuck with them = I fuck with you.
got it? good.
So im supposed to be working on this report thing for maruna but i really dont wanna do it, its a ten page report on afghanistan. its fuckin bullshit if you ask me. i havent gotten anything done for it but whatever fuckk schoolll.
dude you gotta blunt? if you do fuckin share it!
xoxo
My grandparents kicked me out of their house for the rest of my time, they hate me i swear. Actually they just kicked me out again this morning and i was SLEEPING! i know i know wtf did i do this time? actually i did nothing. i have a pretty big mouth yes but thats not the point. the point is im a pretty hated person amongst my family. yep it sucks. My dad, zach and I moved back into our other house out by hudson, its pretty great. the only problem is that i have to wake up every morning before 5:30 just to go to my grandparents house to get ready for school. I dont have all of my stuff at my other house, therefore i have to go to my grandparents to get ready in the morning which blows because i dont have much time to sleep. Actually i still have trouble sleeping, thats a problem i need to have fixed. I just take tylenol pm for that but my dad says i cant keep taking them every night because it eats away your stomach liner or somethin like that idfk. i just have alot of stuff on my mind before i go to bed.
So Rachel and Tara and Stacy are pretty much my closest friends that i have anymore, we dont hang out much at all because of me being grounded and all, but i seriously love them to death.When i get ungrounded were gonna do some pretty fucked up shit an im excited as fuck to do it to. i just fuckin love bein an evil psyco bitch. rachel and tara both got suspended at the same time and i just about died. rachel just came back today when i seen her i gave her the biggest hug, and when tara comes back tomarrow im gonna give her one too! i missed them alot and when im ungrounded im gonna hang out with them more hehe =]
You fuck with them = I fuck with you.
got it? good.
So im supposed to be working on this report thing for maruna but i really dont wanna do it, its a ten page report on afghanistan. its fuckin bullshit if you ask me. i havent gotten anything done for it but whatever fuckk schoolll.
dude you gotta blunt? if you do fuckin share it!
xoxo