RIPPED UP, BROKEN UP, DRUM OFF
I haven't updated in so long... I don't know really where to begin because I don't know where I left off. Haha, that's how long it's been. Well... I'll just type then.
I turned in a project today in my typography class. We had to make 3 different music ads (alternative, country, and classical). My teacher started critiquing everyone's project... he started out like he was in a good mood, then he got to one and that's when it all went downhill. Mine was the one he critiqued after that bad one. FUCK. He didn't say much about my design, but he ripped my project, saying it wasn't mounted well. I would have preferred it if he pointed that out and took off the necessary points but fuck man. I worked hard on putting that fucking project together and I was really proud of my work, and you go on and rip it. I almost cried in class because I was so upset that he ripped it. I mean, I wanted to keep it because I thought it looked good, but now that it's fucking ripped, I'm going to have to mount it all over again or leave it as is. That really pisses me off.
Onto another subject before I get really angry.
On Wednesday night I had a nightmare. It felt so real that I started bawling in my sleep and because of that I woke Chris up. It went like this...
Chris and I were at some pool party. Lauren and Marissa were there... A bunch of other college students were there too. I was mingling with my friends because I hadn't seen them in awhile. As I was doing that, I noticed girls checking out Chris. I got a little upset because he seemed to be enjoying it. I told Marissa that I wanted to go on a walk, so she and I went up this hill and I sat behind this concrete wall to hide myself. I wasn't happy. Chris came up to see what was the deal. I told him that he wasn't paying any attention to me and we started arguing. Tension rose and I said that I hated him. He stormed off and I stayed hidden. A few minutes later, Lauren comes up and she says, "Audrey... He said that it's over." I was speechless as my eyes filled with tears. I looked around the wall I was hiding behind, and I saw Chris making out with this blonde whore in a red bikini and he was hella feeling her up. I cried so hard in my dream that I cried in real life. I was panting and gasping between every burst of tears. Chris woke up, and he said, "Audrey, honey, what's wrong? Audrey, wake up. Honey?" I finally came to my senses a bit and realized that it was a dream, but I was still crying so hard because it felt so real. He held me in his arms and continued to ask what was the matter, and so I tried to tell him. It was difficult to get words out when you bawl. But he held me tight and said, "It's ok, honey. It's just a dream. I'd never do that to you." He just held me until I went back to my normal breathing.
I don't ever want to experience a feeling like that in real life. That hurts so much... And it was just a dream. I think I've only woken up crying that hard 2 times. This time, and another time was a dream about Monica.
Anyway, after that dream, I feel like the universe is trying to tell me something. Like a warning... I know it's not going to be Chris breaking up with me, but it could be something else.
After awhile, we talked about it, and Chris said that he was upset that I had the dream and said, "But I didn't do anything." lol I was like, "I know, but it just felt real." We just laughed. lol
Ok, something a little happier...
Yesterday, Chris and I had the whole day off. I had furlough days. Chris wasn't scheduled for work. In the morning, I told him I needed to go buy some materials for my project, so we went to do that. Near the art store, there's a Guitar Center. Chris was like, "Let's go in there, just to see what's there." I agreed... and we actually fell in love with this djembe drum. (image to left) At first, we just looked at it... And we left the store, and went to other music stores to compare prices or see if there was a cooler design. At the end of traveling, I convinced Chris to buy it. :] He was definitely happy. The guy at Guitar Center was cool. He invited us to come check out the Drum Off... He asked Chris how long he's played, and Chris said, "14 years" And the guy was all giving him a hard time asking him why he didn't sign up to compete. lol I was giving him a hard time too. But we now know that sign ups start in August. I told him that he better get practicing, because when August rolls around, I'm signing up him if he doesn't do it.
We went to the drum off that night... it was pretty cool. The guy I guessed would win, did win. Which is good, thankfully. He definitely deserved it after playing for 25+ years. The other guy who was ok was 18 years old, but he seemed cocky. He had all his emo friends there, who by the way, ALL looked dirty as hell. It was gross. But, his music was cool, but like there wasn't any groove. The guy who won definitely had groove, and his finale was sick as fuck. lol So yeah, he deserved to win.
*Sigh, yeah. That's pretty much all I have to update for now. I'm really tired... I've been sick on and off for the past week. I'm hoping that my health picks up soon.
Oh, one last thing... Heroes kindof sucks this season. Family Guy is definitely still funny as hell. Yay for new Family Guy episodes!
Ok. Bye.
I turned in a project today in my typography class. We had to make 3 different music ads (alternative, country, and classical). My teacher started critiquing everyone's project... he started out like he was in a good mood, then he got to one and that's when it all went downhill. Mine was the one he critiqued after that bad one. FUCK. He didn't say much about my design, but he ripped my project, saying it wasn't mounted well. I would have preferred it if he pointed that out and took off the necessary points but fuck man. I worked hard on putting that fucking project together and I was really proud of my work, and you go on and rip it. I almost cried in class because I was so upset that he ripped it. I mean, I wanted to keep it because I thought it looked good, but now that it's fucking ripped, I'm going to have to mount it all over again or leave it as is. That really pisses me off.
Onto another subject before I get really angry.
On Wednesday night I had a nightmare. It felt so real that I started bawling in my sleep and because of that I woke Chris up. It went like this...
Chris and I were at some pool party. Lauren and Marissa were there... A bunch of other college students were there too. I was mingling with my friends because I hadn't seen them in awhile. As I was doing that, I noticed girls checking out Chris. I got a little upset because he seemed to be enjoying it. I told Marissa that I wanted to go on a walk, so she and I went up this hill and I sat behind this concrete wall to hide myself. I wasn't happy. Chris came up to see what was the deal. I told him that he wasn't paying any attention to me and we started arguing. Tension rose and I said that I hated him. He stormed off and I stayed hidden. A few minutes later, Lauren comes up and she says, "Audrey... He said that it's over." I was speechless as my eyes filled with tears. I looked around the wall I was hiding behind, and I saw Chris making out with this blonde whore in a red bikini and he was hella feeling her up. I cried so hard in my dream that I cried in real life. I was panting and gasping between every burst of tears. Chris woke up, and he said, "Audrey, honey, what's wrong? Audrey, wake up. Honey?" I finally came to my senses a bit and realized that it was a dream, but I was still crying so hard because it felt so real. He held me in his arms and continued to ask what was the matter, and so I tried to tell him. It was difficult to get words out when you bawl. But he held me tight and said, "It's ok, honey. It's just a dream. I'd never do that to you." He just held me until I went back to my normal breathing.
I don't ever want to experience a feeling like that in real life. That hurts so much... And it was just a dream. I think I've only woken up crying that hard 2 times. This time, and another time was a dream about Monica.
Anyway, after that dream, I feel like the universe is trying to tell me something. Like a warning... I know it's not going to be Chris breaking up with me, but it could be something else.
After awhile, we talked about it, and Chris said that he was upset that I had the dream and said, "But I didn't do anything." lol I was like, "I know, but it just felt real." We just laughed. lol
Ok, something a little happier...
Yesterday, Chris and I had the whole day off. I had furlough days. Chris wasn't scheduled for work. In the morning, I told him I needed to go buy some materials for my project, so we went to do that. Near the art store, there's a Guitar Center. Chris was like, "Let's go in there, just to see what's there." I agreed... and we actually fell in love with this djembe drum. (image to left) At first, we just looked at it... And we left the store, and went to other music stores to compare prices or see if there was a cooler design. At the end of traveling, I convinced Chris to buy it. :] He was definitely happy. The guy at Guitar Center was cool. He invited us to come check out the Drum Off... He asked Chris how long he's played, and Chris said, "14 years" And the guy was all giving him a hard time asking him why he didn't sign up to compete. lol I was giving him a hard time too. But we now know that sign ups start in August. I told him that he better get practicing, because when August rolls around, I'm signing up him if he doesn't do it.
We went to the drum off that night... it was pretty cool. The guy I guessed would win, did win. Which is good, thankfully. He definitely deserved it after playing for 25+ years. The other guy who was ok was 18 years old, but he seemed cocky. He had all his emo friends there, who by the way, ALL looked dirty as hell. It was gross. But, his music was cool, but like there wasn't any groove. The guy who won definitely had groove, and his finale was sick as fuck. lol So yeah, he deserved to win.
*Sigh, yeah. That's pretty much all I have to update for now. I'm really tired... I've been sick on and off for the past week. I'm hoping that my health picks up soon.
Oh, one last thing... Heroes kindof sucks this season. Family Guy is definitely still funny as hell. Yay for new Family Guy episodes!
Ok. Bye.