..its nice to know that for once...in a long time...im happy..
..hmmm happy...what does it really mean??...i mean i must sound like some freak obsessive weird person but this but i cant help it...i mean in the past what like 2 may 3 weeks ive been hurt...bad. and i mean its just feels good going into something knowing you don have to worry about it for a while you know? like with tyler i mean i thought it would be like that and that he wouldnt like not use..but like take advantage of me but you know...even tho he sayshe didnt..it feels like he did.. so yeah..and then steven...after like a day decidees he doesnt have feelings for me so that didnt blow over too well...
but yeah anyways.. i mean we all think of h appy like havin all your friends you want(check) havin the "perfect guy"(even tho theres no such thing but check) and i mean just everything goin smooth. but i mean thats not what its all about you no?? i mean yeah havin the boyfriend and teh friends adn the clothes and teh popularity..or not...i mean its all great and good but thats not ALL about bein happy... i mean but if you think about it what does TRUELY being happy mean to you??? i mean i dont even know what i think of it but idk...
anyways...so yeah tina n tyler are gunna be ogn out tomorrow...yay...i mean im happy for her but im scared as hell at the same time you know...i mean like idk but if she thinks like i do and he does soemthin to drastic to early n she lets him shell feel like a whore till she cant stand it and breaks up with him but i mean idk...if he does he knows ill kill him..
yeah wel hz met this guy threw pharo i think?? but yeah i mean hes really hott and hes so nice to her..hmm maybe somethin could happen???(lol hz)
but yeah..everythings good with me n aaron...haha but i thought iwas gunna MURDER danielle in ss. we were sittin there n all the sudden danielel goes hey guess what mr shar n he goes what..n shes like did you know that sarah n aaron are goin out n hes like no didnt know thatl so then during his ss period n shar goes hey aaron i heard somet things about you in another period n they were like which one..n he goes uhh i think salzmanns n then mj goes o yeah thats his girlfriend..haha it was great but yeah...uhh when she tells miss baker(which of course she will) then itll be over with..lol..haha but yea okay well i have like 2 quizzes tomorrow so i should probably go study...lol!!!!
write more later
_sarah_