-which hurts more? thinking you should hate him_or knowing that you dont-
hey....i was thinkin last night how i was ready to go back to school to see steven but now i dont want to..theres really no reason to look foward to it anymore. but i have to go. but anyways..i still kinda have feelings forh im but not really. i mean i know its gunna be hard tomorrow knowing that he doesnt even care. and i mean he doesnt deserve any chances...he doesnt even deserve 2nd chances. so if you ever come across the chance to give him one..dont give it to him cuz he doesnt desrve it.
anyways its like i still have some feelings for him but there not strong..omg every person who was goin out with someones relationship has fallin apart..like kelsey and carter and aaron and alura and then uh me n steven and shit i forgot who else but i think there was one.. o yeah aly n carson expcet the only thing is the girl did the breakin up...hmm o well ill live..now i have more optioions =D lol...haha...
UGHH
we have school tomorrow!! =(...boo...my brothers friends are over here...its kinda strange..i feel kinda nosey cuz im just sittin here listening..haha. but yeah i played poker with them..yeah i suck. even tho its just liek luck..wel i guess i just have REALLY bad luck.
laura grace is here =D i love her...shes SO sweet...i want her n my brother to date..everyone thinks they are..like parents..just cuzz there like ALWAYS together..hmm maybe?? ive asked my brother n hes like...naw...so0o idk ugh..why does he have to be like this~!?? hes all grr...idk
omg i have to run on like every street in my neighborhood untill track starts.in FEBURARY! grr!! >=0
i guess ill be in good shape?? haha...
im gunna go..i love yall!!!
<3.x0sarahlynn
anyways its like i still have some feelings for him but there not strong..omg every person who was goin out with someones relationship has fallin apart..like kelsey and carter and aaron and alura and then uh me n steven and shit i forgot who else but i think there was one.. o yeah aly n carson expcet the only thing is the girl did the breakin up...hmm o well ill live..now i have more optioions =D lol...haha...
UGHH
we have school tomorrow!! =(...boo...my brothers friends are over here...its kinda strange..i feel kinda nosey cuz im just sittin here listening..haha. but yeah i played poker with them..yeah i suck. even tho its just liek luck..wel i guess i just have REALLY bad luck.
laura grace is here =D i love her...shes SO sweet...i want her n my brother to date..everyone thinks they are..like parents..just cuzz there like ALWAYS together..hmm maybe?? ive asked my brother n hes like...naw...so0o idk ugh..why does he have to be like this~!?? hes all grr...idk
omg i have to run on like every street in my neighborhood untill track starts.in FEBURARY! grr!! >=0
i guess ill be in good shape?? haha...
im gunna go..i love yall!!!
<3.x0sarahlynn