all downhill from here =\ ..
so ? how is everybody's lives going ? mine, not too good .. i'm still sick .. nothin' is helpin' .. i'm coughin' up blood and all kinds of other yellow stuff, not to gross you out or anything .. and my throat is really sore .. i've got 'til wednesday to get a little better, and if not, that's not good .. i'll have to go back to the doctor and he'll tell me that it's something serious .. my lymph nodes are still swollen .. they've gone down like a tiny bit, but they're still huge enough to make it look like i have a double chin .. =( .. and if they don't go down, i have to get them drained .. that's what i'm scared of .. because they stick a needle in them .. and it's gonna hurt so bad .. so, i hope i don't have to have that done .. and to top it off, aaron's in trouble again .. he can't see or talk to me until next thursday .. unless we find a way, but that's doubtful .. maybe baseball games or something .. church .. idk .. beta club convention is comin' up .. the 8th .. friday .. i don't wanna go now .. i was really excited at first, now i don't wanna go .. idk why .. prolly cuz i feel like crap .. so, i'm gonna try to back out of it .. if they'll let me .. rarrr .. so, this weekend will consist of nothing .. i gotta go take a bath .. have a good one, 'cuz i know i'm not going to .. laterr ..