this place should rot

[x0_mishii]

this place is so meaninglesss.me being here is meaningless.the highlight of my day is when i eat yes yes yes i know im fat but besides that eating is the only thing that entertains me here .. thats pretty sad . my cousins are always out or with friends and or boyfriends so im pretty much just left there.and i cant even talk to many of my friends because they are always out or busy.there are people for me to hang out with here . i could meet people and become friends with them if i really really wanted to but im not in the moood to be friends with shongas and weird people that are around here . all the people who are my age or even close to my age all act like they are 7 so they dont like any of the things i do which kind of blows so whatever there is nothing to do in this place unlesss you are like 5 or 50 or actually live here . and when i do meet people they are all OMG YOU LIVE IN FLORIDA?!!?! DO YOU LIVE NEXT TO A MOVIE STAR!?!? and i just laugh .. upon occasion if the people who ask me aare really ditzy i will say like omg yeah i do i like totally spotted cameron diaz in the mall the other day..its quite amusing and then they kind of do a loud squealy noise and all of a sudden want to be my new best friend ahahaha i pity them =) i am , once again , probably going to do nothing today and just sit home all alone at night. yay i cringe at the excitement. there is really nothing more for me to write about right now because i am not doing anything today or tonight so im just going to go and eat while crying toodles

xO mishii