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Today i have been thinking alot about everyone. How i miss everything & i wish everything could be better with everyone.
i wish my mommy could have what she wants and everything could be good with her and micheal. i wish i could have who i want, and everything between us would be great. but im scared i dont know if he likes me like that i mean we talked about it and everything but i dont if things would work you because we go to different schools. i hope everything in the apartment works the way moms wants them to. i hope me and danielle will still be close and stuff [which i know we will] i wish that i wouldnt be so scared to stick up for my self with the boys and tell him really hoe i feel. i just dont want anyone to hate me i want the school year to be good and somewhat drama free, i know that i cant ask for no drama because were in high school and i know that, thats isnt going to happen but ijust wish everyone will chill out and have a good year. you know?
i miss the times me, danielle, briana, mello all hung out and had so much fun. and i know i have been saying this alot but i really want to hang out with them i dont think crystal likes me though and i dont think mello and briana feel the same like they used to. i dont know.
but im going to go ill update more later<33 xox