I'm going to kill that SOB!! (no one yall know) lol dont worry
This is basically to one of my friends back home, she has having trouble with he bf, and she asked me to post the best advice that I could, and well my advice is to get out of the relasionship as fast as you can!! Its not worth the mental & physical pain you are putting yourself through! I know exactly what you are going through! DONT LET WHAT HAPPENED TO ME HAPPEN TO YOU, GET OUT NOW!!! =(
Wow its amazing how much you can write on to old diary entree's.... yep VERY OLD DIARY ENTREES! VERY HURTFUL DIARY ENTREES =( sigh* welp here yall go... parts of this is of an old entree in my diary like 7 months ago... and I added on to it!
I keep wondering if he will ever understand--understand what he truely put me through- all the mental & physical pain he put me through, will he ever truely understand? My answer is NO! He claims that he cares about me,and that he loves me, but he never showed how he is claiming he feels, he constantly pushes me away,& continually does things to make us grow farther and farther apart... WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??
^^ that was the entree*
Now I know what I was suppose to do, we broke it off, and I wish I would have done it sooner than I did, because he put me through more mental and physical abuse, and I just let it happen, but it got to the point to where I had to draw the line!! I couldn't deal with it anymore!! He told me that if I moved on to someone else, that he would never bother me again, but that was another one of his all time famous lies! Not only is he harrassing me, he has one of my old best friends telling me things from him.... NEWSFLASH BITCHES!!! I don't give a damn about him!! He wasn't there for me when I needed him the most, he had better things to do, so you know what I have a better life now, WITH SETH!! and like Jenny said... Josh is the past, and SETH IS MY FUTURE!! and some people need to fucking realize that!! I AM SICK OF IT!
Seth baby you have no clue how much you have changed my life, it was all for the better, i have never felt so special, or so loved in my whole life... you make me feel so complete! and I cannot wait to spend forever with you.... I love you so damn much!
Jenny- thanks for being there when I needed support you have no clue how much that means to me!! IT MEANS A LOT!! I love ya babe!
Trista- shew* what can I say, you tried to tell me, and I didnt listen, i guess its better than I found out on my own! I love ya cuz!
to this friend- you know who you are, and no one else needs to know, all that needs to be said is that, you need to get out before the things that happened to me happen to you, I know that i may seem hopeless, and that you might be afraid of being alone, but trust me someone is out there for you, and its not him! if he loved you, he wouldnt be doing that shit to you, and you know it!! just trust me on this and get out!! PLEASE!! feel free to call me anytime day or night, I am really touched that you picked me to talk about this with! and I am giving you the best advice I can give!! GET OUT! i love ya hun
Wow its amazing how much you can write on to old diary entree's.... yep VERY OLD DIARY ENTREES! VERY HURTFUL DIARY ENTREES =( sigh* welp here yall go... parts of this is of an old entree in my diary like 7 months ago... and I added on to it!
I keep wondering if he will ever understand--understand what he truely put me through- all the mental & physical pain he put me through, will he ever truely understand? My answer is NO! He claims that he cares about me,and that he loves me, but he never showed how he is claiming he feels, he constantly pushes me away,& continually does things to make us grow farther and farther apart... WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??
^^ that was the entree*
Now I know what I was suppose to do, we broke it off, and I wish I would have done it sooner than I did, because he put me through more mental and physical abuse, and I just let it happen, but it got to the point to where I had to draw the line!! I couldn't deal with it anymore!! He told me that if I moved on to someone else, that he would never bother me again, but that was another one of his all time famous lies! Not only is he harrassing me, he has one of my old best friends telling me things from him.... NEWSFLASH BITCHES!!! I don't give a damn about him!! He wasn't there for me when I needed him the most, he had better things to do, so you know what I have a better life now, WITH SETH!! and like Jenny said... Josh is the past, and SETH IS MY FUTURE!! and some people need to fucking realize that!! I AM SICK OF IT!
Seth baby you have no clue how much you have changed my life, it was all for the better, i have never felt so special, or so loved in my whole life... you make me feel so complete! and I cannot wait to spend forever with you.... I love you so damn much!
Jenny- thanks for being there when I needed support you have no clue how much that means to me!! IT MEANS A LOT!! I love ya babe!
Trista- shew* what can I say, you tried to tell me, and I didnt listen, i guess its better than I found out on my own! I love ya cuz!
to this friend- you know who you are, and no one else needs to know, all that needs to be said is that, you need to get out before the things that happened to me happen to you, I know that i may seem hopeless, and that you might be afraid of being alone, but trust me someone is out there for you, and its not him! if he loved you, he wouldnt be doing that shit to you, and you know it!! just trust me on this and get out!! PLEASE!! feel free to call me anytime day or night, I am really touched that you picked me to talk about this with! and I am giving you the best advice I can give!! GET OUT! i love ya hun