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It started when i was helping my sister unload the uhaul for her apartment. My sister has this plan of how she wanted things to be done. Her in-laws didnt even follow it, and kept taking fragile objects and putting them in harms way. Alex (my sister) exploded at them, stormed off to the jeep, i ran and hopped in and stayed despite her screaming rage. She drove around, and said somethings about her marriage that got me upset, she parked the jeep and i got out and ran away. I had to go back for my cell, purse and bookbag. Her relatives were leaving, she was in the back crying i went to comfort her. I end up calling my mom during the time when i knew she was working, which when ringing on her cell phone me calling, that it was an emergency. I asked to go home. But after talk with alex and my mom, i said i would wait until my mom got out of work. Alex and Erick (her husband) talked. I ended up being taken home by alex. We didnt speak the whole ride home ( 1hr 15 mins), her relatives texted her saying that it was okay, that it was water under a bridge and they still love her. She told me that her an erick were fine and that they werent getting a divorce. I was still upset.
Then Daisy shows me this
Hey
I'm not sure if writing back is the right decision, but I'm tired of feeling so cowardly about all this. Honestly? You didn't do anything specific. I'm not "pissed" at anyone. I just couldn't handle it anymore. I haven't been happy these past years, and I figured out I just wasn't going to be until I moved on. And yes, I admit I went about it terribly and pretty selfishly. But it still feels like one of the first selfish things I had done in a while. I needed too feel appreciated, and all my friendships were beginning to feel like a one way street. I guess you probably feel that I stopped talking to you without any remorse, but trust me, it was one of the hardest things I've ever done. I just felt that separating myself was the best for everyone, I figured that you would all be better off without me too. And trust me, I'm happy. I am sorry if I hurt anyone, and I do wish you the best.
Anne
need i say more?