..thinkin..

[x0_danyell]

ok..last night my parents were being really nice? they let me go to tha party..i guess they felt sorry for me.cuz it wasnt my fault im grounded.? so i dont think i am anymore? but tha party was SO much fun..it was one of the funnest parties we've had so far..today i think im gunna do sumthin with hannah arnold..hannah zarzour..sarah salzmann..and

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hey,its katie

[anonymous]

hey danielle..
umm i dont know where to start i know this is
like an old entry thingy but yeah umm about like
everything that has happened to me and you like
your not the only one that is sad about like
everything that is goin on and that i was the
one that "ditched" you and made things worse you
know and i know ur mad too.. and i dont kno
i wish so bad that some things where different
but when i was best friends with you things where
getting weird like people would come up to me ALL
the time and be like danielle said something
about u behind your back and all this bad stuff
and i was like.. noo danielle wouldnt do that
and i would blow it off... then it would happen
again and again then it started to get like wow
what if she is saying all that stuff andi didnt
know what to do anymore cuz the stuff was like
really bad but im not ganna go all into that....
but yeah.... im not going to sit here and say im
sorry over and over cuz i know that i am but u dont
want to hear it.. and you have gotten close to like
sarah and hannah too and i know that things change
in life ..and it kinda makes me feel like to me
that its ALL mi fault like all the stuff that
has happened and its really not.. some of it is
i know that and i dont know what to do to change
it and i know that your very mad at me for some
things ..but even some of the people that you say
are your very good friends ((that u listed)) have
told me that you have said some bad things about
me and it got to the point where i was like i dont
know what to do anymore ... and i blew it off a lot
because you where my BEST friend and i knew i could
trust u and u wouldnt do that and you knew soo much
about me and i know alot bout u and we had like the
best friendship and some things happened and i havent
gotten to tell my side of the story because it seems
like to everyone that i was the one that made
everything bad and that i ditched you but its not
all that and im not blaming anyone for anything and
it just sucks so bad i dont know i just wish some
things could be changed too but i have tryed to change
things and do more things with you and say im sorry
because i kno i have messed up and i cant do anything
about the past and i dont need to be like omg im sorry
all the time because maybe u cant forgive me but i have
learned that i will try to forgive people and move on
because i try not to live mi life not talking to people
just because they have messed up and i dont want to
forgive them...i cant live like that but im just saying
things can still change but i dont know i wish some things would

<3 katie

sorry that was so long^^

Re: hey,its katie

[x0_danyell]

KAITE! ohmigod! i know that its not ur fault..if it sounded like i meant like it was ALL ur fault then thats not when i meant to say..it sounds different on tha computer so ya..but ITS NOT at all ur fault..it was both of us..but im not gunna write alot of stuff on here cuz i dont want everyone like reading it and stuff..so we just needa like talk and stuff i think we talked about it at united? maybe..i dont know when u wrote this..well vnm it as tha date but i dont know when we went to cheerleadin(like tha date) so we just need to talk..i love you katie! <333 danielle