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I am so fuccin stressed out. I swear to god if i dont like fuccin slit my wrists in the next week it will be a fuccin miracle. So heres the thing... scheduling. I want to do honors english. but NOONE thinks I can do it! FUCK YOU! I can fuccin do whatever the hell i want to do and dont fuccin look down on me! Yes I may not be an A+ student and get high honor roll and am in 4 honors classes but i happen to like english. Mrs cope doesnt think i can do it and it really pisses me off. and then, Mr. Scheck doesnt think that me and Katie can get this dance done. GO SLIT YOUR THROAT! thats what i have to say to that. And then I have no idea what courses to take for electives. no idea how to put the info on the sheet either. fuck this shyt i hope i move. And then my stepmom is sick. She was in the hospital last night. who knows whats wrong with her. The doctors took like a bigillion tests. Have to wait for the results. I dont want to go to school tomorrow. I dont want to live at my moms house anymore cuz everytime I'm there I'm either verbally fuccin harrased by Daniel Mc Jackass or his gd girlfriend is there eating my food. Im really considering moving in with my dad. I cannot stand this shyt anymore. But then I go crazy when Im here bcuz my dad is like a dick too. I have nowhere to go. Im just like fuccin going out of my mind here. I need to leave.