part II
is it possible to love after you thought all was lost?x3
merry christmas eve, ya'll!! here are the fourth and fifth day happenings!!
4thday
Sydney and i stayed out the whole day, 9:00 to 2:30 well, there was an hour and a half of ski time left until the lifts closed, but still... close enough. The top of the mountain was finally open, so we rode all the way to the top, and it was a lot of fun even if only one run was open. We discovered that there was a fairly large jump on one of the blue runs, and they were filming everyone going over it, so i went over it the first time and fell on my back... second time, i did a limbo-like thing almost laid down again but was able to get up! woot for me! i convinced Sydney to do it, and i did it about five more times with succession. So then Kevin and Davis say that we're not doing it good cuz we're going over it at like 5 mph, and so Sydney and i decide we're going to show them a thing or two, and we both go over it at about 90 mph [it was hilarious] holy shit did we ever wipeout! it was HILARIOUS... we both did like sumersaults in the air, and we got so much air that we landed far away from the jump, and i think i hit a dirt patch and that's why i fell... irregardless, it was freekin hilarious, and Sydney and i don't think we'll ever forget it! haha! we ate some serious snow! we tried it a second time [going slightly slower] and we made it! it was amazing!!! so before we went in, i met Ryan Rutledge, who is OMG WHAT AN EFFIN HOT GUY that was... :D everybody makes fun of my shortness, so he took off my ski and held it above his head. how kind, no? and just one hour before, rush had done that to me with my ski goggles. what is so wrong with being short, i ask you?! WHAT??!?!
we then went back via the bus, and a bunch of ppl were having a snow ball fight... Sydney and i dropped our stuff and joined in. it lasted for like two or three hours, and i found that my aim was really bad when i kept missing paul's head. Then eric shoved a snowball in my face when i was sitting down, and it got all in my eyes and i had double vision for five minutes. haha. Sydney and i ganged up on Paul and he started screaming "I'M BEING ATTACKED BY EIGHTH GRADE GIRLS" and this sounded really funny so that's why i'm telling you. So then Sydney and i decided to take a shower and spend the remaining two to three hours until dinner primping cuz we're cool like that! hehe. The dinner was extremely lousy, and so i filled my tortilla with cheese [big surprise there, eh?] but rush ended up stealing almost all of my tortilla so it was really just cheese ;) and then we had a food-type fight that had us throwing food in each others' drinks... odd, right?
5thday
We got up at about 5:30ish, but i got up at 5:45, rushed to put my clothes and foundation, powder, and bronzer on... and then loaded the bus with our skis and bags... I walked back from the bus with Ryan, and all his hottness, and we talked. he is the coolest kid ever, but he is so shy! ahh! i just wanna give him a great big hug! :D So we had breakfast, had prayer, and went on the road... Kaitlyn ended up puking in a plastic grocery bag due to car sickness and Maggie and i started twitching uncontrollably at this and hyperfocused on Legally Blonde 2 so we wouldn't barf along with her... lol... And we kept on having to stop, which was REALLY annoying, but oh well... So we stopped at this one gas station where i found my favorite movie of all time... MEAN GIRLS! ahhh! hehe. so i bought it and we watched that a good three times before reaching Marietta [FINALLY] and kaitlyn had ceased to barf since then, [WOOT!]... So we get to marietta two hours before we thought we would, and i said my good byes [and the guys decided to pick me up instead of hugging me, which i don't really mind because they're in highschool, mwahahaha]... Ryan sidled over from across the street when i was around, and he looked like he wanted to say bye, but was too shy to do so... i wanted to run up and give him a hug before he left but he was gone next time i looked for him! it made me sad. maybe i will see him tonight at the service! hehe you never know. he goes to Kennesaw High... CURSE YOU SYDNEY [she's going there next year, tee-hee]... So my mom pulls up late, and somehow all my luggage has duplicated, so Brandon helps me out... [aww, such a gentleman. lmao] and he gives me a hug goodbye. i ask him if he's going to the next summer retreat, and he says yeah and asks me if i am too. and i say, "i dunno" [so smooth, i know] it was cool. i hope i go. i made OODLES of friends on this trip... way more than the summer retreat. hehe. So that is my wonderful story that took a long time to tell! wootness! so now i will tell you of yesterday's happenings! then i will give you a nice long RANT!! :D
I woke up yesterday afternoon at 2:30pm... Yes, i was THAT tired. it felt good. i sat around for three hours watching mean girls again and fiddling with the subtitles and watching the deleted scenes... lol. mom worked until 7pm then left to work out, and i had oodles of stuff to do on here, so i didn't have time to update yesterday. and that was basically my day yesterday... being lazy and staying in my pajamas the whole day.
Today i woke up at 9:30 to 'goodies' playing... [my ringtone] Sophie called me! She told me merry christmas and that she had gotten me a christmas present... [awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww] she is the CUTEST little kid i have EVER known! lol. So i actually got up after that and ran around the house, played on the compie, and thought about lots of stuff... like seeing everybody again tonight at the church service [well, hoping, actually] cuz i miss all of them already. i want to go back forever... i look back at that snowball fight we had on the last day of skiing, and i realize... we had no worries... the only ones were maybe the next snowball we would throw or the next one we would have to dodge... and i just want to go back to that... i miss it. i want to stay forever in that snow and talk with hott high school guys... lmao. interesting, eh? so mom came back and started screaming her head off [surprise surprise] and then at me for not helping make the christmas candy. but my stomach hurt, and i misread 1/4 teaspoon of salt for 1/4 of a cup of salt... not pretty! so i sulked off in hopes of coming back down here, and so here i am now typing this very sentence. and the next. and the next. and the next. and the next. and the next. and the next. and so on... you get the picture... hehe. so now it's time for my rants... oh boy!
RANTS
i'm getting so tired of living in "girl world" it's really stupid how we all backstab each other... call someone a friend one day, we're archenemies the next... it's not right. it's said that "the only thing keeping women from ruling the world is the fact that they hate eachother" and i am a strong advocate of that quote. it's so true. do you realize if he just stopped for one second and tried to forget out insecurities, we could RULE this world... i think that's almost amusing... but this is just the beginning of my rants. i'm talking about someone in particular. she's driving me crazy. i want to kill her. i want to kill myself. anything has to be better than this... girl fighting is the worst there is... your scars don't show up on the outside, they're buried within the very fibers of your being forevermore... you are at the mercy of your enemy. you will be scarred for life. girl fighting, once again, is the worst kind of fighting in the world. it's sneaky, it's conniving, it's awful, it's heart breaking, it's reputation-destroying... we are social animals vying to be queen bee, and we crush each other in the process. Some people are more ambitious than others. Some people PRETEND to be your friend, but the day you're absent, they curse your name and tell people how they hate you so. oh, being a girl sucks ass. you know, i hope the person who is doing this to me reads this and knows its her. i hope she sees how i feel, and i hope she sees what a bitch she really is. and it's not just me. everybody's mad at her, everybody hates her. everybody is annoyed by her constant trash talking about me, and everybody wants to kill her. [at least i do, moreso than ever]. i've always been nice to her, she's always been clingy. she's a bitch, and i was nice. how could i do that? i even told her who i liked. wow am i an idiot. but i don't like Daniel anymore, fyi. i honestly don't know who i like anymore. But back to this... this... FREAK. I want to shoot her she gets me so angry. She was my temporary base for basket ball season. there's a dead giveaway. and i hope you know who it is. i hope SHE knows who it is. i hope everybody sees what she is. a social bully that THINKS she's well liked... in reality we don't. and that sounds so harsh, but you know i can get way harsher, hence last summer. but i will keep myself in check. she told people i faked sick to get out of cheerleading. but how can i fake my voice? do you remember? my voice was cracking in and out the whole day. i barely had it the next day i came back. how can i fake that? so guess what, bitch. you lied, and you know it. i wasn't playing sick... i WAS sick. So then she proceeds to tell the whole science class [the girls] how i think i'm just such a good cheerleader, but i really suck at it. And now i am at boiling point. how can she SAY that? even the GUYS said that SHE sucks. so she should just SHUT THE EFF UP RIGHT NOW. So i speak with mrs. pettefer about it, and she says that it doesn't matter anymore. because she's gone now, and it won't matter. she says that she's sorry i had to put up with that, and that i'm OBVIOUSLY a better cheerleader than her if i made BOTH squads and applied for either/or when she only made football and she applied for BOTH. take and suck it hard, man. GAHHHHHH! i am so pissed! lmao! just had to get that out...
x3Laur
apparently so...x3
merry christmas eve, ya'll!! here are the fourth and fifth day happenings!!
4thday
Sydney and i stayed out the whole day, 9:00 to 2:30 well, there was an hour and a half of ski time left until the lifts closed, but still... close enough. The top of the mountain was finally open, so we rode all the way to the top, and it was a lot of fun even if only one run was open. We discovered that there was a fairly large jump on one of the blue runs, and they were filming everyone going over it, so i went over it the first time and fell on my back... second time, i did a limbo-like thing almost laid down again but was able to get up! woot for me! i convinced Sydney to do it, and i did it about five more times with succession. So then Kevin and Davis say that we're not doing it good cuz we're going over it at like 5 mph, and so Sydney and i decide we're going to show them a thing or two, and we both go over it at about 90 mph [it was hilarious] holy shit did we ever wipeout! it was HILARIOUS... we both did like sumersaults in the air, and we got so much air that we landed far away from the jump, and i think i hit a dirt patch and that's why i fell... irregardless, it was freekin hilarious, and Sydney and i don't think we'll ever forget it! haha! we ate some serious snow! we tried it a second time [going slightly slower] and we made it! it was amazing!!! so before we went in, i met Ryan Rutledge, who is OMG WHAT AN EFFIN HOT GUY that was... :D everybody makes fun of my shortness, so he took off my ski and held it above his head. how kind, no? and just one hour before, rush had done that to me with my ski goggles. what is so wrong with being short, i ask you?! WHAT??!?!
we then went back via the bus, and a bunch of ppl were having a snow ball fight... Sydney and i dropped our stuff and joined in. it lasted for like two or three hours, and i found that my aim was really bad when i kept missing paul's head. Then eric shoved a snowball in my face when i was sitting down, and it got all in my eyes and i had double vision for five minutes. haha. Sydney and i ganged up on Paul and he started screaming "I'M BEING ATTACKED BY EIGHTH GRADE GIRLS" and this sounded really funny so that's why i'm telling you. So then Sydney and i decided to take a shower and spend the remaining two to three hours until dinner primping cuz we're cool like that! hehe. The dinner was extremely lousy, and so i filled my tortilla with cheese [big surprise there, eh?] but rush ended up stealing almost all of my tortilla so it was really just cheese ;) and then we had a food-type fight that had us throwing food in each others' drinks... odd, right?
5thday
We got up at about 5:30ish, but i got up at 5:45, rushed to put my clothes and foundation, powder, and bronzer on... and then loaded the bus with our skis and bags... I walked back from the bus with Ryan, and all his hottness, and we talked. he is the coolest kid ever, but he is so shy! ahh! i just wanna give him a great big hug! :D So we had breakfast, had prayer, and went on the road... Kaitlyn ended up puking in a plastic grocery bag due to car sickness and Maggie and i started twitching uncontrollably at this and hyperfocused on Legally Blonde 2 so we wouldn't barf along with her... lol... And we kept on having to stop, which was REALLY annoying, but oh well... So we stopped at this one gas station where i found my favorite movie of all time... MEAN GIRLS! ahhh! hehe. so i bought it and we watched that a good three times before reaching Marietta [FINALLY] and kaitlyn had ceased to barf since then, [WOOT!]... So we get to marietta two hours before we thought we would, and i said my good byes [and the guys decided to pick me up instead of hugging me, which i don't really mind because they're in highschool, mwahahaha]... Ryan sidled over from across the street when i was around, and he looked like he wanted to say bye, but was too shy to do so... i wanted to run up and give him a hug before he left but he was gone next time i looked for him! it made me sad. maybe i will see him tonight at the service! hehe you never know. he goes to Kennesaw High... CURSE YOU SYDNEY [she's going there next year, tee-hee]... So my mom pulls up late, and somehow all my luggage has duplicated, so Brandon helps me out... [aww, such a gentleman. lmao] and he gives me a hug goodbye. i ask him if he's going to the next summer retreat, and he says yeah and asks me if i am too. and i say, "i dunno" [so smooth, i know] it was cool. i hope i go. i made OODLES of friends on this trip... way more than the summer retreat. hehe. So that is my wonderful story that took a long time to tell! wootness! so now i will tell you of yesterday's happenings! then i will give you a nice long RANT!! :D
I woke up yesterday afternoon at 2:30pm... Yes, i was THAT tired. it felt good. i sat around for three hours watching mean girls again and fiddling with the subtitles and watching the deleted scenes... lol. mom worked until 7pm then left to work out, and i had oodles of stuff to do on here, so i didn't have time to update yesterday. and that was basically my day yesterday... being lazy and staying in my pajamas the whole day.
Today i woke up at 9:30 to 'goodies' playing... [my ringtone] Sophie called me! She told me merry christmas and that she had gotten me a christmas present... [awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww] she is the CUTEST little kid i have EVER known! lol. So i actually got up after that and ran around the house, played on the compie, and thought about lots of stuff... like seeing everybody again tonight at the church service [well, hoping, actually] cuz i miss all of them already. i want to go back forever... i look back at that snowball fight we had on the last day of skiing, and i realize... we had no worries... the only ones were maybe the next snowball we would throw or the next one we would have to dodge... and i just want to go back to that... i miss it. i want to stay forever in that snow and talk with hott high school guys... lmao. interesting, eh? so mom came back and started screaming her head off [surprise surprise] and then at me for not helping make the christmas candy. but my stomach hurt, and i misread 1/4 teaspoon of salt for 1/4 of a cup of salt... not pretty! so i sulked off in hopes of coming back down here, and so here i am now typing this very sentence. and the next. and the next. and the next. and the next. and the next. and the next. and so on... you get the picture... hehe. so now it's time for my rants... oh boy!
RANTS
i'm getting so tired of living in "girl world" it's really stupid how we all backstab each other... call someone a friend one day, we're archenemies the next... it's not right. it's said that "the only thing keeping women from ruling the world is the fact that they hate eachother" and i am a strong advocate of that quote. it's so true. do you realize if he just stopped for one second and tried to forget out insecurities, we could RULE this world... i think that's almost amusing... but this is just the beginning of my rants. i'm talking about someone in particular. she's driving me crazy. i want to kill her. i want to kill myself. anything has to be better than this... girl fighting is the worst there is... your scars don't show up on the outside, they're buried within the very fibers of your being forevermore... you are at the mercy of your enemy. you will be scarred for life. girl fighting, once again, is the worst kind of fighting in the world. it's sneaky, it's conniving, it's awful, it's heart breaking, it's reputation-destroying... we are social animals vying to be queen bee, and we crush each other in the process. Some people are more ambitious than others. Some people PRETEND to be your friend, but the day you're absent, they curse your name and tell people how they hate you so. oh, being a girl sucks ass. you know, i hope the person who is doing this to me reads this and knows its her. i hope she sees how i feel, and i hope she sees what a bitch she really is. and it's not just me. everybody's mad at her, everybody hates her. everybody is annoyed by her constant trash talking about me, and everybody wants to kill her. [at least i do, moreso than ever]. i've always been nice to her, she's always been clingy. she's a bitch, and i was nice. how could i do that? i even told her who i liked. wow am i an idiot. but i don't like Daniel anymore, fyi. i honestly don't know who i like anymore. But back to this... this... FREAK. I want to shoot her she gets me so angry. She was my temporary base for basket ball season. there's a dead giveaway. and i hope you know who it is. i hope SHE knows who it is. i hope everybody sees what she is. a social bully that THINKS she's well liked... in reality we don't. and that sounds so harsh, but you know i can get way harsher, hence last summer. but i will keep myself in check. she told people i faked sick to get out of cheerleading. but how can i fake my voice? do you remember? my voice was cracking in and out the whole day. i barely had it the next day i came back. how can i fake that? so guess what, bitch. you lied, and you know it. i wasn't playing sick... i WAS sick. So then she proceeds to tell the whole science class [the girls] how i think i'm just such a good cheerleader, but i really suck at it. And now i am at boiling point. how can she SAY that? even the GUYS said that SHE sucks. so she should just SHUT THE EFF UP RIGHT NOW. So i speak with mrs. pettefer about it, and she says that it doesn't matter anymore. because she's gone now, and it won't matter. she says that she's sorry i had to put up with that, and that i'm OBVIOUSLY a better cheerleader than her if i made BOTH squads and applied for either/or when she only made football and she applied for BOTH. take and suck it hard, man. GAHHHHHH! i am so pissed! lmao! just had to get that out...
x3Laur
apparently so...x3