*meh*

Dec 09, 2004 19:14

a cry from a fallen angel...x3

pebbles is gone. and no, i don't mean she ran away. my baby bunny's gone forever. she got some stomach virus that rabbits get, and seemed to be getting better. She hopped off of my step mom's lap yesterday, and sat on a vent in the ground on the floor, and Susan ran over to pick her back up, and Pebbles just... died, in Susan's arms, just lifeless... a little black fur ball who's eyes will never open again. i can't stop thinking about her. i love her so much. this entry is a tribute to her. she lit up my life, as dark as its been lately... she was the sweetest, most innocent creature i've ever known, and she just had to go. life's so unfair, but who said life was supposed to be anyways? I can't stop crying. i can't stop remembering stroking her bony little body, and rubbing noses with her time after time. I can't stop remembering her twitching nose, her fluffy little tail, her wide, curious eyes, and her flopsy little ears. She was so excited about the world around her, i wish i could have adopted her spirit. it was so... free. she wasn't chained down...

now mom's bitching. she says for me to 'get the fuck off or else she's come down there and smack me' so goodbye for now. i've got loads more to say, but apparently, *jabs finger over to staircase* mother will hinder me... BLAH!

x3Laur

...and a shattered eternity, i'm broken forever...x3
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