At my boiling point. Crying my eyes out. And no one really cares..
Yeah.. My subject pretty much explains my mood. I have been keeping all of this shit inside for so long, trying to be this great, big, happy person. It really didn't work out too well. I didn't talk to anybody about it, not that anyone would really bother to care too damn much anyway, but thats cool. I'm pretty used to it by now. Maybe I'll just have to mask myself for a little longer, then just let it all out again when nobody is home. Sounds.. shitty to me. Oh well.
nine&6: Did.. absolutely nothing. I was going to hang out with Jenn, but she had to do stuff, so that didn't happen. I just sat around all day doing nothing. It wasn't too great. Blah.
nine&7: slept til 12. Felt good. Then I had to get ready for my dentist appointment. I got ceilents and a tooth pulled. So, my mouth hurt like a bitch all day after that, and my whole family came over for Aly's birthday thing that night. So, that DEFINITELY didn't help. Oh well. I did talk to Liz for a little, though.. so that was a little better. Then I went upstairs while people were still talking because I really didn't feel like sitting down there.
nine&8: First day of school. It was ok, I guess. My day sorta went like this:
ADVISORY: For like, an hour. It was just handing back papers and stuff, and me and talking to people.
FIRST PERIOD: Spanish - Miller Don't really have a lot of friends in my class, but Jojo is in my class, and Joy, and Sam. So, I sat with Sam while Mr. Miller told us about his class and stuff. He's pretty cool. I really wanted to have Mrs. Diblasi again, but I guess that was a no.
SECOND PERIOD: I think I had Reading. Yeah. Reading with Mrs. Green. She seems pretty nice. I was telling my mom how me and Stef weren't in Reading together and now she's calling the office cause she wants to know why I wasn't in there. I really don't care too much. Oh well.
THIRD PERIOD: Science - Nigro. But Mrs. Nigro isn't in school yet because shes on maternity leave, so we have this crazy substitute that likes to say "alright" after like.. every word. So, yeah, this should be fun.
FOURTH PERIOD:: Lunch! 4th period again! I hate fourth period lunch. Oh well. I did FINALLY get to see Courtney, though! I was so excited! And Stef. Since we have math 8th, and thats the only class we have together. But thats the only time I get to see Court. =/.
FIFTH PERIOD:: Music - Belskey. God! I thought I was DONE with seeing him, but NOOO, now only HE teaches music. GOD! This sucks. The only person I even like.. talk to in that class is Jackie Jones. And I haven't really talked to her since like.. 4th grade. She's cool though.. She'll get me through. Lol.
SIXTH PERIOD: Language - Seibs Kathleen got in trouble for talking to me =) ahah. We got assigned seats, and Bobby and Will both broke my heart during that 40 minutes. It was devastating. haha. just kidding. It was funny, though. Right Kathleen? Lol.
SEVENTH PERIOD: Social Studies - Matz. My only class with my wife, Natalie, and Karli! But Mr. Matz is pretty cool. We were talking to him about the class and stuff, and he seems pretty easy going. So thats cool.
EIGHT PERIOD: Math - Fratto. The ONLY class I have with Stef! And we like.. Sit halfway across the room from each other. Gah. Lol. Oh well.
So.. Yeah, that was my day. Pretty damn exciting, huh? I know.. You're so jealous. lol.
After that *cough*GREAT*cough* day at school, I had band, and I was ready to like.. rip my stomach out of my body. It hurt so freaking much. I still do. Its like, gahhhhh. I wanna just like.. die. Right now. Or just.. make it stop hurting. W/e.. Thats pretty much it.. Now I'm home by myself cause I was dying, so I said I just wanted to stay home, so now thats what I'm doing. And now I'm gonna fill out some random survey thing..
when i say ____ , you think_____ :
happy: face
monkey: climb
up: down
heaven: is a place on earth (song)
hell: where all the fun people go.
office: busy
school: boring
work: boring
love: heartache =/
hate: lots of things
pain: my stomach RIGHT NOW
fight: bitchy
make-up: pretty =)
mail: box
sunday: comics
Part 2 :
This or that? (choose one)
coke or pepsi? coke
dead or alive? alive
pink or blue? pink
happy or sad? happy
boy or girl? boy.. for relationships. and girl.. for friends.. well, for the most part.. some guys are easier to handle
anime or manga? uh...neither?
up or down? up.. i guess?
left or right? right
eternal or temporary? umm...depends
roses or chocolate? roses.. soo romatic =)
food or drinks? both
bars or clubs? clubs
then or now? then
Part 3 :
How old were you when____?
First love? don't think i would really call it love..
First kiss? i gave him the cheek.. so it doesnt really count
First bf/gf? 6th grade
First sex? ...never
First heartbreak? hmm.. i dunno if it was heartbreak exactly.. maybe really upseting.. 7th grade
First time you wanted to die? haha. first? i don't know..
First punch thrown? 1st grade. haha.
First punch recieved? unless you count my sister..
Part 4 :
Do you....(yes or no)
Want kids? yew
Want a house? yes
Want pets? yes
Have pets? yupp! my birdie =)
Have a crush on someone? sorta
Have a bf/gf? nope
Like the weather today? nope. its all rainy
Like anime? nah
Like video games? some.. i guess
Part 5 : (last part!)
Who's your favorite band? switchfoot, yellowcard, uhm.. others.. does wicked count? lol
What do you want to do with your life? i'd really like to be on broadway.. but was my back up? i guess a teacher or something
Whats your favorite dream? hmm.. i dunno
Whats your favorite TV show? umm.. General Hospital =) haha
Whats your middle name? Booth
COMMENT, Darlings =)
<33__Emily
nine&6: Did.. absolutely nothing. I was going to hang out with Jenn, but she had to do stuff, so that didn't happen. I just sat around all day doing nothing. It wasn't too great. Blah.
nine&7: slept til 12. Felt good. Then I had to get ready for my dentist appointment. I got ceilents and a tooth pulled. So, my mouth hurt like a bitch all day after that, and my whole family came over for Aly's birthday thing that night. So, that DEFINITELY didn't help. Oh well. I did talk to Liz for a little, though.. so that was a little better. Then I went upstairs while people were still talking because I really didn't feel like sitting down there.
nine&8: First day of school. It was ok, I guess. My day sorta went like this:
ADVISORY: For like, an hour. It was just handing back papers and stuff, and me and talking to people.
FIRST PERIOD: Spanish - Miller Don't really have a lot of friends in my class, but Jojo is in my class, and Joy, and Sam. So, I sat with Sam while Mr. Miller told us about his class and stuff. He's pretty cool. I really wanted to have Mrs. Diblasi again, but I guess that was a no.
SECOND PERIOD: I think I had Reading. Yeah. Reading with Mrs. Green. She seems pretty nice. I was telling my mom how me and Stef weren't in Reading together and now she's calling the office cause she wants to know why I wasn't in there. I really don't care too much. Oh well.
THIRD PERIOD: Science - Nigro. But Mrs. Nigro isn't in school yet because shes on maternity leave, so we have this crazy substitute that likes to say "alright" after like.. every word. So, yeah, this should be fun.
FOURTH PERIOD:: Lunch! 4th period again! I hate fourth period lunch. Oh well. I did FINALLY get to see Courtney, though! I was so excited! And Stef. Since we have math 8th, and thats the only class we have together. But thats the only time I get to see Court. =/.
FIFTH PERIOD:: Music - Belskey. God! I thought I was DONE with seeing him, but NOOO, now only HE teaches music. GOD! This sucks. The only person I even like.. talk to in that class is Jackie Jones. And I haven't really talked to her since like.. 4th grade. She's cool though.. She'll get me through. Lol.
SIXTH PERIOD: Language - Seibs Kathleen got in trouble for talking to me =) ahah. We got assigned seats, and Bobby and Will both broke my heart during that 40 minutes. It was devastating. haha. just kidding. It was funny, though. Right Kathleen? Lol.
SEVENTH PERIOD: Social Studies - Matz. My only class with my wife, Natalie, and Karli! But Mr. Matz is pretty cool. We were talking to him about the class and stuff, and he seems pretty easy going. So thats cool.
EIGHT PERIOD: Math - Fratto. The ONLY class I have with Stef! And we like.. Sit halfway across the room from each other. Gah. Lol. Oh well.
So.. Yeah, that was my day. Pretty damn exciting, huh? I know.. You're so jealous. lol.
After that *cough*GREAT*cough* day at school, I had band, and I was ready to like.. rip my stomach out of my body. It hurt so freaking much. I still do. Its like, gahhhhh. I wanna just like.. die. Right now. Or just.. make it stop hurting. W/e.. Thats pretty much it.. Now I'm home by myself cause I was dying, so I said I just wanted to stay home, so now thats what I'm doing. And now I'm gonna fill out some random survey thing..
when i say ____ , you think_____ :
happy: face
monkey: climb
up: down
heaven: is a place on earth (song)
hell: where all the fun people go.
office: busy
school: boring
work: boring
love: heartache =/
hate: lots of things
pain: my stomach RIGHT NOW
fight: bitchy
make-up: pretty =)
mail: box
sunday: comics
Part 2 :
This or that? (choose one)
coke or pepsi? coke
dead or alive? alive
pink or blue? pink
happy or sad? happy
boy or girl? boy.. for relationships. and girl.. for friends.. well, for the most part.. some guys are easier to handle
anime or manga? uh...neither?
up or down? up.. i guess?
left or right? right
eternal or temporary? umm...depends
roses or chocolate? roses.. soo romatic =)
food or drinks? both
bars or clubs? clubs
then or now? then
Part 3 :
How old were you when____?
First love? don't think i would really call it love..
First kiss? i gave him the cheek.. so it doesnt really count
First bf/gf? 6th grade
First sex? ...never
First heartbreak? hmm.. i dunno if it was heartbreak exactly.. maybe really upseting.. 7th grade
First time you wanted to die? haha. first? i don't know..
First punch thrown? 1st grade. haha.
First punch recieved? unless you count my sister..
Part 4 :
Do you....(yes or no)
Want kids? yew
Want a house? yes
Want pets? yes
Have pets? yupp! my birdie =)
Have a crush on someone? sorta
Have a bf/gf? nope
Like the weather today? nope. its all rainy
Like anime? nah
Like video games? some.. i guess
Part 5 : (last part!)
Who's your favorite band? switchfoot, yellowcard, uhm.. others.. does wicked count? lol
What do you want to do with your life? i'd really like to be on broadway.. but was my back up? i guess a teacher or something
Whats your favorite dream? hmm.. i dunno
Whats your favorite TV show? umm.. General Hospital =) haha
Whats your middle name? Booth
COMMENT, Darlings =)
<33__Emily