Dec 16, 2009 00:26
two years ago today, you were my life. what i believed in most. now, today, two years later, i don't know who you are. you've become someone i want nothing to be apart of. and thats something i'd never thought in my life, i would ever say. you were the love of my life. my sanity, my peace, my blessing. now your my biggest regret, worst mistake and toughest heartache. but hey, lessoned learned right. but in a positive note, i'm glad i got to experience what its like to once be loved to its fullest. and what love truly looked like, cause at one point, we were the definition of it. two years ago, i asked to you never forget me, and you said "never, i cross my heart", and i crossed mine. it was our thing. but now, forever caught up to me, and i've finally have the strength to uncross it. years from now, i'll be able to say, i did what i could to keep you, that i was the reason we survived. hopefully you'll then realize, it was you that pushed us away, and broke us. forever is dead now. along with us.
12.16.07-12.16.09; rip forever&crossingyourheart.
"till the stars stop shiinning". well i juss looked out the window, and the skys pitch black.