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[x0_blueeyes_0x]

forget that last post u disgust me! u turned my heart cold. after last night i realized ur just a player. u wanted me out of your life and now i am so dont even think about calling me or coming to see me. not gonna happen. one day ill cross your mind, but dont worry ill b fine [eventually] and my heart wont b broken forever and ill find somebody else and u, u'll just b with another girl ur gonna play. u know what... fuck you! i hate players! i hate this feeling knowing that you were the guy that did this. i never would've thought u were that kind of guy. u dont even care how i feel right now either. i cried myself to sleep last night because i know that we wont ever be together again and thinking of how much u dont care. i cant believe i wasted 4 months of my life with you and thought u were the perfect guy. wow i was stupid maybe it was all my fault... its your loss.

"i think closure is a mistake,
i want nothing but you,
i think all the time of your face,
i think dreams can come true
i think closure is a mistake
never felt such grief
i miss you" -state of grey