What hurts more is that I would still die for you..♥
Alrite.. so last nite.. me & abby snuck out to see jamie & sean & while we were hangin out with them, John Kennedy called.. he was with nick moskos and brandon freeman. They wanted to come see me, I was like "yea thats cool cause im stayin at abby's which means i can sneak out" so they came over. John pulled me aside & we were juss hangin out..juss talking, whatever. Then we all chill for about an hour & a half. Then me, abby & john decide to walk around the block. Then we got back to where Brandon's car was parked & juss chill. Then John's jokin around with me & says... "Let's go get naked, Lea" I mean he was totallyyy joking. Well.. guess what! Abby juss fuckin gets naked & I got in the car with Brandon while Nick & John juss i guess watched the stripper do her fuckin thing. Then I think Nick said somethin so abby put her clothes back on.. then John came around the side of the car & talked to me & was like.. "we need to go on a walk & talk.." i wouldnt cause i didnt really feel like it so abby decides to take john around the fuckin block so me, nick & brandon go lookin for them then they run behind a van & then i get out & was like "i wanna walk with you guys" "NO, WE'RE TALKIN ABOUT STUFF ABOUT YOU...dude juss ride back to the house in the car" then nick says "Lea, juss come on" so i went.. & they took forever to come back....but whatever. Then idk we juss hung out then they left & John calls me and was like "Lea, i dont think this is gunna work out" ... "oh.. ok" then i get all upset and abby was like "Lea, why do you think i hooked up with him i would never do that to you.." "Ok, thank you" Then today they came over & brandon tells me that last nite abby got naked for john up the street and they made out & he fingered her! WTF? What kinda friend is that?? So yea.. they left & walked around the block then we all went drivin around then came back to my house & while abby and john were gettin outta the car they kissed!! infront of me? what is that?? whatever.. then john and brandon came in and watched a movie then abby and john juss leave!!! and go soemwhere? ... then abby left and john and brandon hung out.. they juss left at like 2...and abby juss called me and said "Lea.. im not tryin to be mean, but me and john are gunna hook up. you werent even that crazy about him.. & you need to get over it yall werent even goin out.. you need to get urself straight"
im a fuckin wreck. please God.. help me.
im a fuckin wreck. please God.. help me.