I noe its hard to make this work when you're all alone♥
Okay, so im kinda upset. I think Mike & I are in another fight. Over something stupid. I really wish he wouldnt get upset so easily, but when he does it, im such a bitch and baby about it. I dunno if he even wants to be friends with me sometimes. He calls me all the time, but he hasnt called me since last week when he got a little upset. He knew i was upset because i juss stopped talking. He said "Ill call you tomorrow to prove nothings wrong & that im not mad" I said.. "k bye" and he was like "Aw, Lea, come on.." & he made me play the little game that always makes me laugh where we dont hang up the phone and see who finally hangs up first. I laughed. But then he didnt call me back the next day. & right now im trying to talk to him online saying "sorry" hes not responding. This is making me sad. =\
So anyways, Im truly excited about tomorrow! Im goin to my aunt's house in Clemson for Father's Day dinner! Geoffrey, Ronnie, Rachel & Deedle are in her neighborhood. Across the street, & next door. So i get to see all of them! Yay!! Ill definately be taking lots of pictures! Ohh yea & my aunt juss had a new baby! It's so adorable. I wasnt too happy to see it the first time i saw it last week when it was born because me and my aunt were in sort of an arguement. & i was mad at her so i avoided her & the baby. I feel bad about it.. But she juss really angers me sometimes. Oh well..i heard she cried because we were arguing. But maybe she shouldnt get me all mad! I totally feel bad about it now. But oh well, i dont noe what to do. Last time she came over to my house i stayed upstairs the whole time & didnt talk to her. She didnt try to talk to me either. It was really akward. Oh well. Ill juss be my happy self when im around her tomorrow & maybe she'll forget about it.
Bleed these colors open wide.
Burning blues from butterflies,
Tonight we,
Tonight we fly.
Flying faster through the night,
until the orange of morning light.
Dear black goodbye.
(DEAR BLACK GOODBYE)
I know
It‘s hard to make this work,
when you‘re all alone.
(ALONE)
I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you in my arms,
embrace forever my sweet girl.
Water fills these open eyes,
(TONIGHT WE FLY)
still frames and valentines,
won‘t keep me in her mind.
(DEAR BLACK GOODBYE)
Dear black goodbye.
I know
It‘s hard to make this work,
when you‘re all alone.
(ALONE)
I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you in my arms,
embrace forever MY SWEET GIRL.
And I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you in my arms,
embrace forever my sweet girl.
You are the ghost,
of everything
that I‘m not,
and I want to be.
You are the ghost,
(You are the ghost)
of everything
(of everything)
that im not
(and want to be)
And I want to be.
Dear black GOODBYE,
don‘t forget to write
your name INSIDE
of my life.
I know
It‘s hard to make this work,
when you‘re all alone.
I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you
in my arms.
And I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you in my arms,
embrace forever my sweet girl.
So anyways, Im truly excited about tomorrow! Im goin to my aunt's house in Clemson for Father's Day dinner! Geoffrey, Ronnie, Rachel & Deedle are in her neighborhood. Across the street, & next door. So i get to see all of them! Yay!! Ill definately be taking lots of pictures! Ohh yea & my aunt juss had a new baby! It's so adorable. I wasnt too happy to see it the first time i saw it last week when it was born because me and my aunt were in sort of an arguement. & i was mad at her so i avoided her & the baby. I feel bad about it.. But she juss really angers me sometimes. Oh well..i heard she cried because we were arguing. But maybe she shouldnt get me all mad! I totally feel bad about it now. But oh well, i dont noe what to do. Last time she came over to my house i stayed upstairs the whole time & didnt talk to her. She didnt try to talk to me either. It was really akward. Oh well. Ill juss be my happy self when im around her tomorrow & maybe she'll forget about it.
Bleed these colors open wide.
Burning blues from butterflies,
Tonight we,
Tonight we fly.
Flying faster through the night,
until the orange of morning light.
Dear black goodbye.
(DEAR BLACK GOODBYE)
I know
It‘s hard to make this work,
when you‘re all alone.
(ALONE)
I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you in my arms,
embrace forever my sweet girl.
Water fills these open eyes,
(TONIGHT WE FLY)
still frames and valentines,
won‘t keep me in her mind.
(DEAR BLACK GOODBYE)
Dear black goodbye.
I know
It‘s hard to make this work,
when you‘re all alone.
(ALONE)
I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you in my arms,
embrace forever MY SWEET GIRL.
And I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you in my arms,
embrace forever my sweet girl.
You are the ghost,
of everything
that I‘m not,
and I want to be.
You are the ghost,
(You are the ghost)
of everything
(of everything)
that im not
(and want to be)
And I want to be.
Dear black GOODBYE,
don‘t forget to write
your name INSIDE
of my life.
I know
It‘s hard to make this work,
when you‘re all alone.
I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you
in my arms.
And I‘ve been waiting for so long,
to hold you in my arms,
embrace forever my sweet girl.