hmm...
so i haven't posted in a while. no big. thats what my xanga is for. anyways, nothings going on.
i talked to Connor on the phone for like 5 minutes. didn't really get to tell him anything. i said bye, he just hung up ( o_O ). weird.
talked to dave about some things. i kind of wish i hadn't told him i liked him. he brings it up alot and how i changed my mind so quick. i think hes mad. hes talking about asking this girl out. im happy for him. when he had signed off earlier, he had hinted about us being together eventually. i don't remember his exact words, but when he signed on a little later, i asked him and that was pretty much what he said. "who knows" was also what he said. dave's a cool guy. i just wish he wouldn't hold me to what he said... i'm really confused about things. connor doesn't seem to want to make an effort to call or anything, but dave is a different story. he listens to my problems, gives me advice, and always makes me feel like someone cares. i really have never had anything like that. i like how it feels actually.
i hope its just that connor's nervous or something. although, i don't understand why he would be, i mean, am i that scary or something? maybe he hasn't called because he's just been busy. perhaps i'm just over reacting, and he just hasn't been home or out or something along those lines. i'm not to worried about it.
right now, i feel horrible. i have a terrible cold and it's really pissing me off. my throat hurts, and my nose is so runny. ugh, i'll take some medicine later.
i talked to Connor on the phone for like 5 minutes. didn't really get to tell him anything. i said bye, he just hung up ( o_O ). weird.
talked to dave about some things. i kind of wish i hadn't told him i liked him. he brings it up alot and how i changed my mind so quick. i think hes mad. hes talking about asking this girl out. im happy for him. when he had signed off earlier, he had hinted about us being together eventually. i don't remember his exact words, but when he signed on a little later, i asked him and that was pretty much what he said. "who knows" was also what he said. dave's a cool guy. i just wish he wouldn't hold me to what he said... i'm really confused about things. connor doesn't seem to want to make an effort to call or anything, but dave is a different story. he listens to my problems, gives me advice, and always makes me feel like someone cares. i really have never had anything like that. i like how it feels actually.
i hope its just that connor's nervous or something. although, i don't understand why he would be, i mean, am i that scary or something? maybe he hasn't called because he's just been busy. perhaps i'm just over reacting, and he just hasn't been home or out or something along those lines. i'm not to worried about it.
right now, i feel horrible. i have a terrible cold and it's really pissing me off. my throat hurts, and my nose is so runny. ugh, i'll take some medicine later.