Nov 13, 2005 01:42
ok so things have been so crazy lately. joe and jason were mad at me and i didnt like that what so ever. cause they ahve become close friends and i didnt want that 2 be ruined. but i talked 2 both of them and everythings cool now. so im happy about that :) and 2 night i chilled with m cousin and her b.f and her 2 friends. and i talked 2 my mom about EVERYTHING. it was really nice 2 just be around family all day. talking 2 my friends and fmaily made me realise alot 2 day. im done with certain thins and im changing my ways. and some people are jsut way more important then others like seriously. i love all my true friends. and i finally know who they are now. and i got 2 talk 2 an old friend today and even thought it was only for a little bit it was reassuring and nice. i smiled. like a genuine smile and i just rememebered everything and it was nice. i finally have jsut realised what i need to all along. FINALLY. and im fucking happy as hell. its like this weight ahs sjut been lifted off my shoulder. and i have megan jess and joe 2 thank 4 that <3 ok well now its time 2 go 2 bed and 4 once actually feeling ok :)
_you should know your not the star of my thoughts ne more