May 14, 2006 22:40
so do things & lose people.
yea that might be a part of life.
but its not suppose to happen this easily.
one little thing, that shouldnt be a big deal,
& a friendship, of 11 years could go down the drains.
how & why.
ill say i wont allow it, but what control do i have anymore.
exactly. i dont have it.
i no longer know even what to do with myself/problems.
how the hell am i to handle this kind of thing?
& do i really want to start thiss?
just to end up getting broken-hearted.