fuck aide
I don't know what to do with myself. It's like all of a sudden someone just decided to continually shit on my head. I'm not coming back to Cornish this spring semester, and there is big possibility that I will never be able to come to Cornish. Fincial aide is a bunch of crap. I'm pretty sure, but I could be wrong, but aide means help. I have not recieved any help from them at all. It not like there are thousands of students going to this school. In fact there is jsut over 700 students.
So I'm headed home to alaska to try and make some money and work my ass off to pay off everything so that I can come back here.
It's weird how you don't realize how much something means to you until it's gone. I always thought when people said that to me it was about when people die, but now I know it can be about anything. I feel like a piece of me it dieing by going back to Alaska. I had already given up on that place, why must I go back? If I hear " Everything happens for a reason" one more time I think that I will have a brain aneurysm and DIE. Id on't actually mind the prospects of that right now. Just ceasing to "be", doesn't sounds half bad right now.
Wait that's crazy talk, got to think about that bright side of things......and I still haven't found any, so if anyone think of something, get back to me.
So I'm headed home to alaska to try and make some money and work my ass off to pay off everything so that I can come back here.
It's weird how you don't realize how much something means to you until it's gone. I always thought when people said that to me it was about when people die, but now I know it can be about anything. I feel like a piece of me it dieing by going back to Alaska. I had already given up on that place, why must I go back? If I hear " Everything happens for a reason" one more time I think that I will have a brain aneurysm and DIE. Id on't actually mind the prospects of that right now. Just ceasing to "be", doesn't sounds half bad right now.
Wait that's crazy talk, got to think about that bright side of things......and I still haven't found any, so if anyone think of something, get back to me.