resurection

[wytchbear]

resurrection comes
uncertain
certainly
resurfacing
into not knowing
returning
to
confusion
confuses even
the ones
who were supposed to know better.
where were you
where was I
am I still
what you need
me to be
even here
even now
in all this smoke
the dust settles
unsettling
where
are we
golden one
do we still see
eyes to eye
are you still the one who
loves me best of all?
am I still your everything?
resending
resounding
thunder in my ears
lightning in my blood
aching in my heart a storm's
been brewing
longing to crash forth
the ecstasy
of yes or no
and the regret of
wonder