thoughts
this journal i have noticed is becoming a weekly thing on tuesday as it is the only day i cant play WoW while having net access. i will try more in the future, i promise to be good, in the mean time i will try and sum up my thoughts on the last week.
friday i tried to stay up after work and go a full 36 hours without sleep. that gave a new meaning to the name fry-day, sorry for the bad joke. fell asleep at 6pm woke up at 4am saterday what a waste of the day. breifly paniced that guys where meant to come over on friday for a game of d&d but they had cancelled much to my relief but i am still embarrased. that is what the horrible addiction of warcraft can do.
saturday i when to the internet cafe and played WoW, yes i have an issue but i choose to embrace it rather than deny it. when to cinema with michelle to see batman, it rocks the socks good. sometimes i think i am the only person in the world with only minor problems and sometimes i know it. its not like i want any major problems in my life but am i original in that aspect or simply boring?
sunday was r&r, sat in bed and read a book, fist day in ages given over to real relaxation. Sweet peace and quiet. Polar Star was the book well worth a read. i respect the russian idea more now, not bears but wolves, all good.
Yesterday i ran my d&d game, 4 where there today and not one death, what can i say i was exhausted after the weekend. i think that if signius's game is put off i may run a game on friday too for the left overs. in contrast the games are both great but the friday one would proceed at a much more relaxed state, in the monday game ninja_wageslave and the gang are already becoming town linchpins and gearing up to world domination and titanic battles. from what i remember from the other friday game we were still trying to find a major town worth taking over. both are cool and thats how i can see myself running both games, just as long as i can make room for plenty of WoW on the weekend.
just relised what my greatest and only real fear is, being married with two kids, this may sound like the typical off the cuff remark but i really do mean it. is it strange to dread the thing that most other people ,'normal people', dream of or are there others like me?
its been a while since i have seen any of the other freinds i have in this form, wish that they would come back out of the wood work next weekend, maybe i should hunt them down like the dogs they are instead?
sorry for the rolling drone that this is but its taking place over several lunch breaks.
on brighter news i have got my hand on a full version of linux and have started the process of mastering the beast, that is today i took the time to rearrange data to give me a full free hard drive to feck up if all things go wrong. also i have been reviewing materail both mag and internet on the new computer and the saving has also gone ahead full.
have booked my holidays for 19th of next month so will have to put away for that as i am determined not to spend it infront of the computer doing the same old same old. think i will go to london by plane then take the channel tunnel and move on from there. think i will need round a grand for this hioliday and will want to have got my computer by then, could be a bit of a squeeze but i'll do it somehow.
relise this is now really a long rant so i'll end. byebye!
friday i tried to stay up after work and go a full 36 hours without sleep. that gave a new meaning to the name fry-day, sorry for the bad joke. fell asleep at 6pm woke up at 4am saterday what a waste of the day. breifly paniced that guys where meant to come over on friday for a game of d&d but they had cancelled much to my relief but i am still embarrased. that is what the horrible addiction of warcraft can do.
saturday i when to the internet cafe and played WoW, yes i have an issue but i choose to embrace it rather than deny it. when to cinema with michelle to see batman, it rocks the socks good. sometimes i think i am the only person in the world with only minor problems and sometimes i know it. its not like i want any major problems in my life but am i original in that aspect or simply boring?
sunday was r&r, sat in bed and read a book, fist day in ages given over to real relaxation. Sweet peace and quiet. Polar Star was the book well worth a read. i respect the russian idea more now, not bears but wolves, all good.
Yesterday i ran my d&d game, 4 where there today and not one death, what can i say i was exhausted after the weekend. i think that if signius's game is put off i may run a game on friday too for the left overs. in contrast the games are both great but the friday one would proceed at a much more relaxed state, in the monday game ninja_wageslave and the gang are already becoming town linchpins and gearing up to world domination and titanic battles. from what i remember from the other friday game we were still trying to find a major town worth taking over. both are cool and thats how i can see myself running both games, just as long as i can make room for plenty of WoW on the weekend.
just relised what my greatest and only real fear is, being married with two kids, this may sound like the typical off the cuff remark but i really do mean it. is it strange to dread the thing that most other people ,'normal people', dream of or are there others like me?
its been a while since i have seen any of the other freinds i have in this form, wish that they would come back out of the wood work next weekend, maybe i should hunt them down like the dogs they are instead?
sorry for the rolling drone that this is but its taking place over several lunch breaks.
on brighter news i have got my hand on a full version of linux and have started the process of mastering the beast, that is today i took the time to rearrange data to give me a full free hard drive to feck up if all things go wrong. also i have been reviewing materail both mag and internet on the new computer and the saving has also gone ahead full.
have booked my holidays for 19th of next month so will have to put away for that as i am determined not to spend it infront of the computer doing the same old same old. think i will go to london by plane then take the channel tunnel and move on from there. think i will need round a grand for this hioliday and will want to have got my computer by then, could be a bit of a squeeze but i'll do it somehow.
relise this is now really a long rant so i'll end. byebye!