take one last look at this sacred heart before it blows...
I'm bored and can't sleep so what the hell? why not ramble?
life seems to happen so fast. I think the older you get the faster time happens and before you know it you're looking back on things wondering where the hell it all went wrong (or maybe right?).
Joe is having a kid. It's just very surreal. It seems like only yesterday he and my brother were smoking cigarettes with gloves on thinking that way they could hide it from my mother. It's weird to think joe and mike have been in my life since I was 14...I haven't known anybody (except family) for that long. People just seem to come and go. It's funny how the only people I really consider friends, were all my brother's friends. I guess they were the only ones to stick around through it all...and maybe it's because they remember him too. Most people feel so uncomfortable when you mention the dead, but who can blame them? It's nice to have people to laugh with about old memories.
Hopefully everyone will be able to get together for my 21st...so far it seems so (even stevo will be on leave :)
life is crazy and never works out the way you expect it to, but what would be the fun of it if it did?
ps
regina spektor is cool...i love the video for fidelity
pss
most mainstream music is slutty...i hate to see what the future genreations will bring
life seems to happen so fast. I think the older you get the faster time happens and before you know it you're looking back on things wondering where the hell it all went wrong (or maybe right?).
Joe is having a kid. It's just very surreal. It seems like only yesterday he and my brother were smoking cigarettes with gloves on thinking that way they could hide it from my mother. It's weird to think joe and mike have been in my life since I was 14...I haven't known anybody (except family) for that long. People just seem to come and go. It's funny how the only people I really consider friends, were all my brother's friends. I guess they were the only ones to stick around through it all...and maybe it's because they remember him too. Most people feel so uncomfortable when you mention the dead, but who can blame them? It's nice to have people to laugh with about old memories.
Hopefully everyone will be able to get together for my 21st...so far it seems so (even stevo will be on leave :)
life is crazy and never works out the way you expect it to, but what would be the fun of it if it did?
ps
regina spektor is cool...i love the video for fidelity
pss
most mainstream music is slutty...i hate to see what the future genreations will bring