What is the matter with me?
I have been hearing that Ayla was pregnant again even since before I came home on leave. I even noticed it myself while I was there. But I never did ask her directly. She brought it up a couple of times while I was home. She flat-out denied it. Well, I keep hearing about it, so I decided to come right out and ask her. Apparently she is due in like April. We haven't had a relationship in a year and a half...we haven't had a good one for over two years. Why does it bother me so much that she is pregnant again? Is it because of who it is with? Is it because she couldn't have waited till we got our divorce? Or is it as simple as the fact that she lied to me about it? I just don't understand what is going on.